My Eating Disorder Lyrics - Local Business - Titus Andronicus

Drug addict since single digits 

Vitamins to fight the fidgets 

They put something in my apple sauce but I found it 

Now that I'm finally twenty-six 

Just smother it with a cigarette 

No, I haven't had dinner yet--what about it? 

It would be so easy to say it was my parents that destroyed my brain 

It was their drugs that drove me insane--I wouldn't be alone with all the blame 

No, I never felt so free from sin as when I was screaming out "I can't win!" 

If it's not too late to start again, open up that womb and I'll crawl right in 

And when I refuse, don't begrudge me 

I can feel you starting to judge me 

I'm starting to feel, I'm feeling ugly 

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Opened my eyes to a sever ed head 

Except I didn't know it was dead 

Only that it bled and bled upon my plate 

Now they pass me from hand to hand 

Pharmacist to Marlboro Man 

Back to pharmacist again, too late 

I know the worlds a scary place--that's why I hide behind a hairy face 

Blue Devils try to explain it way--blue devils started it in the first place 

Nobody answers for me now, nobody else's job to figure out 

Why I'm scared to open up my mouth, why there's so many things I can't allow 

Probably easier just to eat at home 

Better I should wait until I'm all alone 

Then I stuff myself until I explode 

Cream of my compulsion risiing to the tip of the spout 

Screaming and convulsing, now I'm gonna spit it out 

An amorphous monster makes his home inside my house 

Even now, stretched out on the couch 

Waiting for the midnight hour until he gets loud 

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Yes, my body is some prison 

why else keep it filled with poison? 

No reason to celebrate, forget the milkshakes, 

Mom--it will take 

More than a spoonful of sugar for me to swallow my pride this time 

I decide what goes inside, I decide what goes inside my body 

One more time, I decide, I decide what goes inside, I decide what goes inside my body 

My eating disorder--it's inside me 

Spit it out 

Spit it out 

Spit it out