Whatever I Fear Lyrics - Coil - Toad The Wet Sprocket

There's almost nothin' left 

An' you eat my kind for breakfast 

What did I expect 

To come here and find anyone? 

Find open arms to greet me 

And friends to feed me 

I sicken myself so much 

And you eat my kind for breakfast 

You eat my kind 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignorin' 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been 

Seeing myself this way 

I am a monster I believe 

An' seeing is believing 

Is there no doubt left? 

When I wake up I poison myself 

And poison gives no appetite 

I sicken myself so much 

I sicken myself so 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignorin' 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been 

Did we expect these things to change? 

By waking up and suddenly there they are 

And all I need's a startin' place 

An' nothing ever seemed so hard 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whenever I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring 

Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me 

Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been 

Yea, yea