How Selfish I Seem Lyrics - Nothing I Write You Can Change What You've Been Through - Trash Boat

Every cell is always pushing me but my decision comes so slow 

To satisfy another vibe and not just my ego 

Cos all this overthinking's got me thinking on how we go from us to strangers 

Can I overcome myself and make putting you first second nature 

Born to be dead to me 

The waters run deep underneath me, I'm waiting for him patiently 

Confront my feelings every day, do I deserve you or am I just meant to drift away 

Time and time again I cut you out before we settle in 

Too much of a coward to keep you close as a friend 

Into my skin bores a failure that lingers 

Wipe clean the blood as I pick at the splinter 

How selfish I seem 

The waters run deep underneath me, I'm waiting for her patiently 

Confront my feelings every day, do I deserve you or am I just meant to drift away 

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Another shallow grave, another chance to fuck this up, an emotional dead end to add to the cycle 

It never ends, and win or lose it's just another time, another way and I can't take this anymore 

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