Heading For Internal Darkness Lyrics - Black To The Blind - Vader

Internal darkness ia a state of complete detachment from the world and other people. It is to be achieved with utmost difficulty and at the cost of one's self and personality. The term "darkness" refers to the state of primeval non-existence rather than 

to any opposition to the ideologies of light. 

Down with the gods, angels and demons, 

Away with the folly of holy madness 

Off with the prophets of new rebirth 

Out with the promise of life after death 

Where devil become another lie 

Where deities crumble into dust 

Where systems are but a grain of dust 

Where I am the one that can't decide 

In with the void from out of the space 

Ahead with the light that leads nowhere 

On with the collapse of world and word 

Up with the plunge into myself 

There I can die my seven deaths 

There I should flourish in my decline 

There I must lose the stairs of fate 

There I will remember how to forget 

Deeper and deeper, never come back 

Harder and harded until it burns 

Calmer and calmer, this is the quest 

Softer and softer, velvet embrace 

Self-forced transmigration 

Witful deconstruction 

Blackened emigration 

I am heading for internal darkness 

No touch, no sight, no smell, no taste 

Without the body, without the soul 

Rid of all memory, rid of all hope 

That's all I want, why cannot I?