I Must Not Live Lyrics - Singles - Vehemence

My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain 

I must not live, I am a curse. What have I done? 

She was the only one, my life now meaningless. Merely wasting flesh 

I hate myself. 

Her Flesh Since Rotten Away 

I hate you jesus I blame you 

You fucking bastard you stole her 

You made me worthless to myself 

The only answer....my revenge 

It suddenly is so clear 

Sobbing through a smile.... 

When you've lost everything there is nothing more to lose, now my Revelation 

unfolds before me 

Back to School but with intent to spill the blood of christs' sheep 

on my flesh 

Christ, they will pay for your sins 

Everyone guilty in my eyes 

My blade warm in my moist hand 

Who will be the first? 

Quickly venturing into the bathroom, class is in session 

I find a young girl in a stall, I am in love again 

I want to take as many as I can 

This little whore gutted on the toilet 

My dick stiffens staring at her vagina 

Warm wet pool spreads across the tile 

This is not a replacement 

Like a spider web no escape 

This girls come in but never leave 

I start to lose count of my victims 

Blood to my ankles vindicates 

They are on to me 

I pierce my wrist 

This part is easy.... 

Blood pours form my arm, I cannot let them take me 

I give myself to satan, I will not let jesus have me