Diary Lyrics - Vert

I was there when she was writing 

I felt her pen on paper 

there to stay there to pay 

I saw her writing me again 

my brain is bleeding 

my eyes are melting to my heart 

she places the end just before the start 

"to lay and die" she thinks to my ears 

I can hear her heart and feel her pain 

I understand but, can do nothing 

a diary is me, a diary can't scream out her name 

why is it that I'm the only one who knows 

can't they hear her tears hit the floor 

why is my mouth locked like a prison door 

I wish I could tell someone 

I kiss her swollen lips, and blood-she can't bight her tongue-swallow 

her words 

touch her blue face, touch her scarred back 

and ripped down pride, broken side, ripped out hair, hide her tears 

and lie 

she knows of acid trips and clouds 

of rape and placenta 

placid eyes can't hide her fears from me 

she says it all and I listen, and I hear her hearts call 

for help a birds fall 

deadly games, the loser goes away for ever, till never and I come 

why is it that I'm the only one who knows 

can't they hear her tears hit the floor 

why is my mouth hers to quiet 

I wish I could tell someone 

you can't hear her tears fall, 

you can't hear her hearts call, 

and when it comes. all in all, you won't hear her hearts beat