Abuse Lyrics - Victims Family

something's in the way 

something's in the road 

obstacles for me 

something's in my throat 

some things bother me 

some things don't 

other things might 

my life's a sinking boat 

don't let me drown, don't let me sink 

i'm not gonna rot, i'm not gonna stink like rotting 

playing happy games 

keeping up a smile 

keeping myself happy 

just for a while 

making ugly music 

writing stupid words 

why do you want to listen? 

don't you get disturbed? 

aren't you getting tired? 

don't i make you sick? 

isn't your stomach turning? 

doesn't my face need to be kicked? 

self-abuse, from me to you, to cover myself 

to cover the truth, no self-worth, 

i'm eating dirt, and i'll get smart 

and eat my words 

and eat my words 

and eat my words 

and eat my words 

and eat my words