Waves Control Lyrics - Volumes

Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose? 

I did it again, and woke up again. 

Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends 

This might be my end 

All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends 

Fuck it I'm dead 

Fuck it I'm dead inside... and now you know why 

Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run 

Alone in my room I look down at my gun 

Picking it up, I don't want to give up but I'm stuck in this rut that I've dug and I'm fucked 

The drugs didn't help 

I blame myself for the shit I've been dealt 

Tell you I'm cool but I'm losing my grip 

Tell you I'm good but I'm losing my shit 

You didn't want to take him to the hospital 

All you really wanted was his capital 

Another one lost that we cannot predict 

This is a plague and we cannot pretend 

Another mistake might cost u your life 

when ur stickn the needle and walk towards the light 

Letting go of all I've ever known 

I wanna feel the wave's control tighten its grip around my throat 

Crashing over me, I'm holding on 

Feel the narcotics might never wake up 

All of the bodies just start to pile up 

And that's when it hits you rips you perplexed 

Now you are floating, it's on to the next 

Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control 

I'm holding on 

Always dismissed do you get the gist? 

I'm holding on 

Letting go of all I've ever known 

I wanna feel the wave's control 

Tighten its grip around my throat 

You never really ever gave a shit 

Always kneeling down 

I'm an addict with a crown 

Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground 

Why don't you just let me drown? 

Fuck it, why don't you just let me overdose? 

I did it again, and woke up again. tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends 

This might be my end 

All of these drugs while I'm counting my ends 

Fuck it I'm dead 

Fuck it I'm dead inside... and now you know why