The Ballad Of The Costa Concordia Lyrics - Teens Of Denial [explicit] - Car Seat Headrest

I used to like the morning 

I'd survived another night 

I'd walk to breakfast through the garden 

See the flowers stretching in the sunlight 

Now I wake up in the morning 

And all the kindness is drained out of me 

I spend hours just wincing 

And trying to regain some sense of peace 

If only I could sustain my anger 

Feel it grow stronger and stronger 

It sharpens to a point and sheds my skin 

Shakes off the weight of my sins 

And takes me to heaven 

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I stay up late every night 

Out of some general protest 

But with no one to tell you to come to bed 

It's not really a contest 

Maybe you think 

I'll learn from my mistake 

But not this time 

It's just gonna break me 

If only I could sustain my anger 

Feel it grow stronger and stronger 

It sharpens to a point and sheds my skin 

Shakes off the weight of my sins 

And takes me to heaven 

And if I've lost you for good 

Could it have been any other way? 

Was the water filling up for years 

Or did I wreck it all in a day? 

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I'm going to bed now 

I've sunk into my sorrows 

And it'll take three hundred million dollars 

To get me up tomorrow 

I won't go down with this shit 

I will put my hands up and surrender 

There will be no more flags above my door 

I have lost, and always will be 

It was an expensive mistake 

It was an expensive mistake 

My horse broke his back to get me here 

I have his blood on my hands for no reason 

But what was I supposed to do? 

How was I supposed to know how to use a tube amp? 

How was I supposed to know how to drive a van? 

How was I supposed to know how to ride a bike without hurting myself? 

How was I supposed to know how to make dinner for myself? 

How was I supposed to know how to hold a job? 

How was I supposed to remember to grab my backpack after I set it down to play 

Basketball? 

How was I supposed to know how to not get drunk every 

Thursday, Friday, Saturday 

And - why not - Sunday? 

How was I supposed to know how steer this ship? 

How the hell was I supposed to steer this ship? 

It was an expensive mistake 

Can't say you're sorry and it's over 

I was given a body that is falling apart 

My house is falling apart - 

I was given a mind that can't control itself 

I was given a ship that can't steer itself 

And what about the pain I'm in right now? 

And what about a vacation? 

And what about a vacation to feel good? 

My horse broke his back and left me here 

How was I supposed to know? 

And God won't forgive me 

And you won't forgive me 

Not unless I open up my heart 

And how am I supposed to do that 

When I go to this same room every night 

Sleep in the same bed every night 

Same fucking bed 

Red comforter with the white stripes 

And the yellow ceiling light makes me feel like I'm dying 

This sea is too familiar 

How many nights have I drowned here? 

How many times have I drowned? 

I give up 

Let us take you back to where we came in 

We were united, an undivided nation 

We got divided, it was something inside us 

It was not us 

We were so naive, we were just like animals 

Told what to believe by the beasts who took control 

We wanted control too, but that was normal 

Cause our life was one of survival 

The decisions we've made, if you can call it deciding 

With your life on the line, it'd be social suicide to change your mind 

So we got mad and we split the scene 

Now we download all of our shit for free 

It's the new economy, we have nothing to offer and we sleep on trash 

I give up 

Let us take you back to where you came in 

A man clinging to the cliff of revelation 

So scared of what he would find, he started crying 

"it was not me" 

Stopped at the borderline they took his disguise 

So he read a book that won a Pulitzer prize 

It was about death 

It didn't help 

He saw himself in it 

He was disturbed at the conclusions it led to 

But he couldn't say what because the author was dead too 

And so though he made fun of us, he has now become one of us 

I give up 

And you wake up trembling 

From a dream where I swam into the river 

I reach out and hold you in my arms 

I love you, I love you, I love you