Vincent Lyrics - Teens Of Denial [explicit] - Car Seat Headrest

and half the time I want to go home 

and half the time I want to go home 

for the past year I've been living in a town 

that gets a lot of tourists in the summer months 

they come and they stay for a couple days 

but hey, I'm living here every day 

I don't need the complications 

I'm just in it for the beating 

it's almost a point of pride 

they say that it doesn't happen that often 

pure sadism 

I find it harder to speak 

when someone else is listening 

in the back of a medicine cabinet 

you can find your life story 

and your future in the side effects 

I haven't played guitar in months 

my strings all broke 

they got a portrait by Van Gogh 

on the Wikipedia page 

for clinical depression 

well, it helps to describe it 

I don't have the strength 

(I don't have the time) 

I poured myself a drink 

(I told myself a lie) 

you know I've worried 

(you know I've tried) 

don't you know I'm not strong? 

(don't you know I'm not kind?) 

someone's getting lucky 

(someone's calling the cops) 

someone take me away 

(someone make it all stop) 

I had a bright tomorrow 

(I spent it all today) 

now I am silent at last 

now I have nothing to say 

If I'm being honest with myself 

I haven't been honest with myself" 

it must be hard to speak in a foreign language 

intoxicado 

I find it easier to sleep 

(and half the time I want to go home) 

when I'm not holding the noise machine 

(and half the time I want to go home) 

and half the time, I'm like THIS - 

they'll send in Matt. CAPtain Trash! 

I don't have the strength 

(I don't have the time) 

I poured myself a drink 

(I told myself a lie) 

you know I've worried 

(you know I've tried) 

don't you know I'm not strong? 

(don't you know I'm not kind?) 

someone's getting lucky 

(someone's calling the cops) 

someone takes me away 

(someone makes it all stop) 

I had a bright tomorrow 

(I spent it all today) 

now I am silent at last 

now I have nothing to say 

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