Atychiphobia Lyrics - Slow Motion, Vol. 1 - Jarren Benton

1: Jarren Benton] 

I done risked my life for this so fuck some 

Lame ass fuck nigga saying he ain't feeling me 

That shit just made me stronger 

So keep on shooting bitch you ain't killing me 

I still wake up worried like fuck it 

Any minute everything could come crashing 

And it's back to them bullshit 9 to 5s 

And them niggas behind your back laughing 

Like, where the fuck did I go wrong 

Fight suicide thoughts like hold on 

I don't ever wanna go back when I felt insecure 

And so low y'all, I went so strong 

Too much pain I need an oxicodone 

Left for dead in the corner, no coat on 

Brain was so gone, that was so long 

Couldn't get a break no Turbo Ozone 

Same old slow song we out there too 

Some die young, didn't get a chance to 

Live their dreams, just a bullet from a 9 millimeter 

Going in your head like shampoo 

Get going, still fight the same for you 

Don't let this fear paralyze and keep holding you 

One day you wake up today through shit 

Tomorrow these unloyal fucks will get over ya 

Live great for my kid's sake 

Spit pain over mixtapes 

And you find out who your real friend 

Cause when shit gets tough and them niggas turn away then that shit's fake 

Last year I had to shed a few tears 

Lost a good friend, had to pour a few beers 

Why when everything goes right 

Niggas find a way to fuck it up, still waking up with new fears 

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And everytime you hear me I'm trying just to wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame 

Knowing every second that the clock ticks a million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game 

This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on 

I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down, I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong 

But I got Atychiphobia 

I ain't come this far to fall 

I got Atychophobia 

No I ain't come this far to fall 

I got Atychophobia 

The world's all watching, the world's all waiting 

And I don't know why I'm so afraid 

But I got Atychophobia 

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Break down when the clock stops 

Hot on the downhill movement 

What the mother fuck have I been doin 

Everybody got their own illusion 

Stop watch as my life fades 

Hopscotch and run tyrades 

Till the lock pops and I fly straight 

I'ma stock shots and run sideways 

I'm made in the ice age 

Don't cross blades on an off day 

Cause I rock stages, not cosplay 

These fake fucks are off broadway 

Stock shades on my face of course 

Time melts into the base [?] 

To the great divorce and I pray for more 

Than just a countdown faster than [?] was 

Why these bitches standing in line for their new phones 

I'm scheming and plotting and working my objects and learning my new wrongs 

Repping the fam and cooking the ham we hotter than two songs 

They know who I am but the fans that'll have me on record broke out of the group homes 

With some new [?] in Miami the Cadillac's two toned 

No time to be wasting, my homies are famous 

We never look back, we been too [?] 

The music is strange and the singers are dangerous 

I'll never grow old and the clock will be painted 

I'm feeling immortal and popping like Orville 

We all got a phobia, gotta [?] the waistline 

And everytime you hear me I'm trying just to wind the clock back and keep my 15 minutes of fame 

Knowing every second that the clock ticks a million other people trying to take my spot and get in the game 

This is all I've ever wanted and it's all I know so I gotta hold on 

I gotta do it for my family, I can't let them down, I'm so afraid to fail, but they think I'm so strong 

But I got Atychiphobia 

I ain't come this far to fall 

I got Atychophobia 

No I ain't come this far to fall 

I got Atychophobia 

The world's all watching, the world's all waiting 

And I don't know why I'm so afraid 

But I got Atychophobia