My Window Lyrics - Top Of The Line - Rittz

Fake smile on my face, feeling suicidal, safety off of my gun 

Can't tell it was real or a cry for help but I feel like if I don't make one 

I'ma follow through, my girl gonna follow suit cause she tries every time I'm gone 

Last tour, she done slit her wrists and this time she done OD'd, blacked out, and broke her arm 

Feel bad, lyin' to her bout the coke I done 

The doc said if I keep drinking Coke and Crown, I won't make it to see 38 

Then I'm wasted again on the floor in the hotel room 

With puke stains on the drapes and the carpet 

Gotta call at eight o'clock in the morning 

So my boy took the keys to my car and drove it through the front door of an Exxon 

Cops came and, locked him up, they said they had a warrant 

Now I'm spending all my tour money on his lawyer 

Lord if, this is you sending us a warning 

I hear it loud and clear and please God I swear 

I won't ignore it anymore 

This type of torment is torture, but show us a way 

On my knees and I'm screaming to God and I heard him say 

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He told me when it rains it pours 

And I can hear the pouring rain 

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window 

Woah-oh 

But one day when the rain is gone 

The thunder from the storm rolls on 

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window 

And it feels like 

Euphoria 

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Some kids are saying that they in to me 

They told me everything I rap about 

Feel like it happened to him identically 

That he was listening to Misery Loves Company 

And Wishin, Rittz I feel just like you 

Im tryna rap and I'm flunkin' school 

The only thing I really care about in this world 

Is my girl and she been fucking with another dude 

And I was hoping maybe you would tell me what to do 

I'm tryna make it with the scraps that I have 

Working fast for the stack of some cash 

But its like I'm losing the enthusiasm I have 

Trying to master the craft as a rapper 

All I hear is laughter just got in a scrap with my dad 

He hit me in the eye and he blackened it bad 

All I ever wanted from him was a pat on the back 

And I bet if I was dead he'd be glad 

Hit him back so relax, this is how life works 

When you feel like you sitting at the bottom; You not 

Taking better shit, it gets worse first 

Gotta reverse the negative eye 

Keep praying to God and don't believe in a made up curse 

Told him that I prayed to the Lord 

And he said these words 

He told me when it rains it pours 

And I can hear the pouring rain 

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window 

Woah-oh 

But one day when the rain is gone 

The thunder from the storm rolls on 

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window 

And it feels like 

Euphoria 

Euphoria 

We keep pourin' up 

A big enormous cup 

Of Crown Royal 

Puff another joint and trust 

You're gonna hoist me up 

When the devil wanna stick a 

Pitchfork in us 

Or wanna burn us in a furnace till we boil up 

Beggin' The Lord ??? 

To show remorse for us 

We was born in a metamorphosis 

Formed in something far less unfortunate 

We absorbed enough pain ?? 

Through our veins like a sting from a scorpion 

We ashamed 'cause we can't afford the stuff 

We wanna buy had to find some form of love 

Or find a formula, of course sure enough 

You in a rut now 

Layin' on the floor in cuffs 

They say the storm is comin' 

But the lightning never struck 

A chord with us 

He told me when it rains it pours 

And I can hear the pouring rain 

It feels just like a hurricane just came right outside my window 

Woah-oh 

But one day when the rain is gone 

The thunder from the storm rolls on 

I woke up and I seen the sun and it shine right inside my window 

And it feels like 

Euphoria