Self Destructive Pattern Lyrics - Self-destructive Pattern - Spineshank

Feel the tension of rejection 

Bleach it out with therapy 

The confusion exclusion 

Turns into my deformity 

Never trust it, maladjusted 

I've become my own worst enemy 

The aggravation in my fixation 

Keeps it all controlled inside of me 

See it all collapsing, it's all around me 

This condition is killing me 

The isolation still surrounds me 

In remission but it's killing me 

It's what I can't control 

What I can't control 

What I can't control in me 

Born again I feel so hollow 

Torn again my senses fade 

Mourn again without the sorrow 

Born again without the blame 

Force a new solution, it's all inside me 

In remission but it's killing me 

Evolution is divided 

In remission but it's killing me 

I can't increase the treatment 

It won't suppress the feelings 

Or stop the way I'm getting 

Used to the pain 

Breaking down 

Self-destructive pattern