Take time think about when it's over. And when I see you where's your line. I cannot hear all the truth through. Your crying. It's time that I check my face.
Reject and deny me with the face of a demon. Your bullshit can't find it's own way to light, to mouth. But still they say I should be alone. Left alone, stuck alone in this padded hell.
Tell me we're moving on. Nothing can change the way I feel about you now. . So I'm told now every night I'm watching. As days fall closer and closer. While we both are here to stay.
Why can I. just feel something besides. just some numbness?. No pain. no happiness inside. I can feel at all. I can seem to. grasp what going on. without going into.
I look around me, a place filled with hate. we do what we can with the words that we say. in this life time I will never see a place that we can live in compatibly.
Another day, another dollar to go on. You've lost your way, you gotta find another savior. 'Cause modern man has something more to it all. You've lost your touch and you're falling out of luck.
So I've been up all night. thinking about the times we've had. Sat up. thought it might be nice for us. to have a normal life. Called on me constantly.
Hey, buddy, you know me, I guess you've heard my name. . I was the greatest, I had my share of fame. The girls, they loved me, you know I had them all.
Give me the push, give me the push. Over the side, over the side. Look in my eyes, look in my eyes. Give me the push, over the side. . I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alright.
Thin voices call out of thin air. Do you really care?. Do you really care?. There is no reason to be afraid. . All the bodies have been laid to rest. Nobody passes the test of time.
You thought it best that we both spend some time on our own. So I made it seven state lines my first day gone. I spent two months tryin' to find somewhere.
I can see her now. clear as i did then. there in my rearview. painting on her lips. bare feet on the dash. late hot summer night. she liked to tell me no.
Stars are bright - All is right. All is gone - All is wrong. . Overcome with this glove. Gonna change our lives. Well useful thoughts they come up now.
You can quit that game.. The one you think you're playing in my head.. You can't beat me down.. 'Cause you're going out.. Something's going down.. It's the game he lost..
I wanna take you out of heaven. I've already forgotten my crime. Well I fell out of heaven been trapped here for a long time. I've been waiting here waiting for a sign.
I lay my head upon your chest. Bones of iron bones of lead. And death is rattling the cage. Like a bird that would escape. But there's no room for thoughts like these.
I am self-determined, I am self-defined,. I am a slave only to my own guiding line,. (Chorus). I decide (x4). . I was once so shaken I could hardly stnad,.
I hate my job, i hate my life.. If i was married i'd hate my wife. Oh Yeah.. If i had kids i'd hate them too.. But not as much as i hate you. Oh no.. .
Oh, well, the world never seemed bigger. Than the summer of '98. Living out in the suburbs. Plotting my escape. . I grew my hair to my shoulder. Formed a band with a couple of friends.