Spent my whole life telling everyone to leave me alone. Don't touch, don't look too close. But I didn't mean you. And now you're gone. Because you saw the forbidden sign above my head.
I cried for you because you said goodnight. When you really should have said you'll stay. I cried for you because you took your light. And left me, though you know I've lost my way.
They said there'll be snow at christmas. They said there'll be peace on earth. But instead it just kept on raining. A veil of tears for the virgin's birth.
I feel like a world gone crazed. At the thought of you. Your hot ways still chill. I'm closing in on you. Temptation never leaves me. But leaves me every once and a while.
Hushed up, touched up. I see myself and all I've fucked up. I've been sold a million times. It's just as well. . I can take three thousand times. Fine.
I believe, I believe sometimes I touch. I believe love. I deserve, I deserve much more than this. I deserve love. . This is hopeless now as minutes stall.
Maybe I'm the joker. Maybe I'm the fool in your eyes. Maybe I'm the weak one. Maybe I'm a liar in disguise. Maybe I'm angry. 'Cause I'm the one who's always wrong.
How long can we wait here. To say goodbye?. The words once they're spoken. Are words that we cant take. . Back to where we were before. Things got in the way.
You'd never admit you played a part. In rippin' us both in two. It's easier said, when it's ordinary life. That got to you. Was it a waste of time to pull the line again.
Don't blame yourself the wrong's in me. You're everything you could've been. I'm just lost 'cause I can't meet your needs. . So the scripted conversation ends.
When the light at the end of it all is a speeding train. I'll be driving wait for me. Come on make up the weight, 'cause it's never going to stop. Till, I've run all your hurt away.
Throw me a line and I'll bring you the hook that caught me. You reel me in to where I cannot breathe. Throw me back and jump in after me. . It's happened before but I'll see you're never betrayed.
Somebody had better. Leave before I get better,. Well enough to see you're not the one,. Well enough to measure. That it couldn't last forever,. Words I keep repeating.
I've been running. For oh so long. There's a light that guides you. I don't see. Catch some light. Reflect it down on me. Show me where it all went wrong.
Know that I went as high as I could go on my first time. Where's the fun if your feelings are left behind. . And it's your right when you mean it to find the proof, make me hear it.
Maybe I talk like the man. Who hangs on the lowest rung. And I don't wanna be like that man. Who begs on the lowest gold. . And when you run out of time.
When you're lost in the dark, undermined. And every situation makes its mark know, I won't hide. No pedestal's too high for me to climb. One day I'll reach the top with you.
Takes this soul of mine. To see you, you burst my heart, I'll find. There's a silver lining you don't see. End it soon, clean and pure. . And I won't hurt no more.
I don't need time. To see if this hurts. All of my words. Will get you first. The last of my lines. Is leaving with you. . And I don't need time. To see it come true.