Well, I swear that you came in the form of rain. That had frozen somewhere along its way. Through the evening sky. So the trees got tired and laid on the ground.
I, I went down walking. The sky was bright. Red flowers blooming. The sky was bright, so bright. . And I could hear that rock 'n' roll. Coming out your radio, that's right.
I can't remember. How the you looked the day you left. It's been so long. Still can't move on. And now I'm still a mess. And can't recall how. How I felt later that night.
I've lived my life inside daydreams, lies. Imaginary friends, they always knew. Knew one day I'd leave, leave for good. . I'll give away this girl. Who tried to make you fall in love.
I want you to want me. I need you to need me. I'd love you to love me. I'm begging you to beg me. I want you to want me. l need you to need me. I'd love you to love me.
I Believe. . I sit here all alone. A heart that'z turned to stone. Can't wait to hear your voice again. . I feel yout every fear. Can't wait to hold you near.
c-c-c-c-c-c-c-crazyyyyyyyy c-c-c-c-c-crazyyyyyyy. . Just cause I have your picture in my locker. Doesn't make me some kind of stalker. Bright blue eyes, tall, dark, and handsome.
You. . That look in your eyes is filled with such hate. As if it's my fault for the choices you've made. I'll stand away, I'm staying away. . You tell yourself lies, they tear me apart.
Is it enough to grow old?. Is there enough to go around?. To have a box in my snailhead?. I don't know. Is there enough to grow old?. Is it enough to have a box?.
I'm watching. I'm only watching trash. I want to eat it. Wear it, be it. . Don't make me. Don't make me sleep. The ache inside this time, it cuts too deep.
[Computer voice:]. "This is the fourth in the series of Thumlock chronicles.. Welcome to Sojourns Lucid Magic.".
Looking back at the beginning of this. And how life was. Just you and me and love and all of our friends. Living life like an ocean. But now the currents slowly pulling me down.
A car's got gasoline to run, down the road. A crop's got rain, dirt and sun, to make 'em grow. A song's got rhyme, a clock's got time. You got me and baby.
Perfume on your pillow case. That 8x10 of your sweet face. Gives me a fix but can't replace you being here.. The sun goes down and up again. It's getting harder to pretend this loneliness ain't settin' in.
I never thought, a feeling like this. would rise upon me like a storm.. And blow me away, to a different place,. where I've never been before.. . Now when I'm watching you,.
All of the lies are. falling away. We're totally exposed. But you see what want. Believe what you see. This isn't love, this is a game. And I can't play it anymore.
Have some faith. Don't you know that this is not a race. And we are not contenders now.. So ask questions like. Which truth is the truth with which I chose to define myself.
I'm so sorry for the things I've done. And what I did to you is up there number 1.. So sweaty of palm and tongue tied tight,. We'll sit here and talk late into the night..