well i stare at the hole in my hands. and i watch you slip away. and i feel if i'd only done better than maybe i could make you stay. . and i stare at the hole in my hands.
I try to rise in pride, I want to radiate. Walk on water and ride the light. I try to break to chains, I want to penetrate. Cross the borders and drink the oceans.
Use me use me use me. I'm here dont go. don't keep talking talking talking. never speek the word i know. failed to save you. failed to know you.
Go to the Empire State and watch the city lights. Hear the noise of millions struggle in the sprawl. Stare into the sky we're few and far between. Black eyes full of stars wide with memories.
I watch minutes grow to hours, and how seasons builds the ages,. every winter dies in sunlight, only to be born again. and the rainfall feeds the forests while the lightning strikesthe trees.
This is my white shadow. a shadow of myself. this is the last shadow. there's no one left to blame. You are my black widow. a widow in the rain. you are my eternal widow.
Your lipstick covers me.. It stays when you leave.. It's red like a setting sun.. I'm gonna wear it home.. -Chorus:7. You painted me.. You painted me..
Well I'm married to the good life. I said I'd be a good wife. When I put on this ring. I drive a new Mercedes. I play tennis with the ladies. I buy all the finer things.
Daddy used to tell me. If I ran too fast I'd fall and hurt myself. But the ice cream man would ring his bell. And I'd get there before anyone else. . I'd see a puppy in the window.
Darling let's turn back my years. And go back to yesterday. Let's pretend that time has stopped. And I didn't go away.. . We had our love to make us happy.
Salt beads on your skin. Skies yawning wide. . Hear! Waves weaving wings. Ghostships and tides. . I'll dive for your treasure. And keep it safe with me.
Don't tell me. That you get sick of living. When the summer's so forgiving although we have stolen. All of the things that we though we had owned then.
Blacklung coat and your little crown. That's the crown that you get for falling down. Hey baby let me look in your eyes. I see you standing in a weird red light.
You shouldn't have loved me baby when I was nothin', nothin at all. I used to bleed for you just to watch you fade. Baby, baby, baby, rock and ruin. Baby, baby, baby, I'm never ever comin' home.
It overtakes me, it levitates me. And lifts me up so high, it makes me wonder. It pulls me under and gives me butterflies. . Now I'm surrounded, now I'm awake.
Is there life without any fear?. I need more than just what I want to hear. But I won't be afraid of the dark. If you love me, always thinking of me. I know I must be blind.
I know that I'm no angel. I've seen myself from every angle. Now, I'm right outside your door. . Some positive rejection, foreshadowing frustration. Feels like I've been here before.
I'm calling you out on what you've done. I want you to feel the way I do. I'm starting to hate what I've become. And it's all because of you. . And the guilt you put on me.
I can't stop to linger, I can't control my fingers. And everyday is like one step closer and I can't explain. Right now I think I'm about, to waste. A day without a clue.
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