I'm sitting down and staring into space. I know what's coming next you've got that look upon your face. What cheap excuses will you make. It might be the weather.
It seems the harder that I try. The further I fall behind, I'm falling behind. So many things I just don't know. All these decisions. Too little time to decide them.
Smoking the shit.. . Daily habit. Dream to forget. . my dark secrets. Hating my self. . my lifes gone to hell. . Innocence lost. but at what cost. Realizing now there's.
Chase destruction of your own emotions. And your need for love, makes you easy prey. Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple. Climbing up and down, waiting for the day.
Up in my room alone. I get to thinking. My head is always getting in the way. If everyday's the same where are you, future?. My days are open come on out to play.
I'm gonna pack up my troubles in my old kit-bag. I'm gonna run a mile from here. The ASBO generation make this a terror nation. Full of loathing and fear.
And I cry and no one can hear. Inhale, the blinded eyes see. Chaos, bring the pitiful to me. Even though I'm wide awake, I will. . And blackest night, and I wait for you.
Made something better, he kept it for himself. I'm not that stupid, I just need a lot of help. To understand how stupid you really are. . Down at the bottom of the ocean I lay down.
Just do it baby. Well I fucking will. You got nothing left but time. Time left to kill. Just do it baby. You got nothing left. There is nothing left of you but.
In the Bible angel wing. Just because I know I will/a way. I'm the nigger of your dreams. You're the nigger you never see. Everyone can take from you and.
Called me up today. Should've stood in your way. You lied. And everywhere a dream. Nothing came between. I died. Give me away. I will not bleed for you.
It's a long way back, from where I've fallen down. It's a very hard fall, it's very cruel town. And my dress is torn and I've got no jewels. And I'm hungry for a life a little less cruel.
It started out when she said to me. "I've had enough of your personality". And that's the moment that she set me free,. And I'm alright,. I will be alright now.
I don't look back 'cause I'm a forward thinker. Don't think I'm a wreck but you beg to differ. And you always smile when you tell me it's over. . I lose track of time but this you already know.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8. I don't wanna be a number. Just like being a prisoner. I just wanna stay free. Don't wanna be a number three. . Oh, I don't wanna be a 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8.
So you look for authenticity. But I can see what is botherin' me. Kind you want from long way back in time. It's been disposable since eighty nine. . I never wanted this to end.
I'll be at home when you're hearing this. I might be alone but I'm over it. So much to say with no time to waste. My only regret: it's not to your face.
i've heard all your excuses. and i've heard how hard it was for you. i've heard it's best to move on. and i've heard jesus said 'forgive'. . i've really tried but i'll never.
(Words and music Geoff Bullock). This love ,this hope. This peace of God. This righteousness. This faith ,this joy. This life complete in me. Now healed and whole.
In these eyes, more than words, more than. Anything that I've spoken. As the skies, turn to gray my heart's. Just about to crack open. . So the story goes.