A voice inside my head is screaming. Metaphorically I mean. I'm certainly not crazy. I don't think I'm all that crazy. But you see this pressure's getting to be.
So be patient, patient, when waiting for the gold. And wait only as long as you have to. Don't wait 'til you're too old. 'Cause I stood outside so long.
Ooh, hey, there mama got the devil in your smile. Got your silicon on and stars in your eyes. Guilt on your face, big disgrace. Cheer up baby, it's part of the game.
Ooh...Hey there mama got the devil in your smile. Got your silicon on and stars in your eyes. Guilt on your face, big disgrace. Cheer up baby its part of the game.
Well call the doctor quick baby. I think I'm going insane. I get the feeling that maybe. I'll be dying today. Pictures in my mind. Seem so hard to find.
When I'm alone the world's at bay. Keeping them still as I slip away. But I'm not superman and I'm not every man. Have I done the best that I can to generate 'cause I still hate.
Smoked my last cigarette. Took a look at the bed. The one that we called home. Bought a ticket to somewhere, anywhere. . Did you think of me blind?. 'Cause I walked in circles.
See the sign up ahead, it calls out your name. It's a meaningful sign but it makes no sense. They saw you pass on through with only one shoe. And a mystified mind with an angel for a guide.
Been up all night staring at you. wondering what's on your mind. i've been this way with so many before. but this feels like the first time. you want the sunrise to go back to bed.
A song to bring back memories. Of who we were back then. A box of notes and letters. From a locked and loaded pen. . A message sent through airways. To bring you back to me.
There's no hope left. You're so hopeless. And your time's left. Or at least it's leaving. Like your girl left. You're so girl-less. And your excuses. Will not save you now.
To be honest I've been having trouble. Dealing with myself. When I make the same mistakes. Over and over again. Honestly it sickens me. To think this might be who I am when I die.
You look at me like there's no tomorrow. I showed you the way time and time again. We did so many things together. Guess sometimes there's always a reminder.
Sometimes I wish that I could be your mind unscarred. I envy that you don't know what its like to be destroyed. . I've made the chains undone. but I don't feel complete.
I feel it all surround me. Breathe all your hate into my lungs. I know that you can't stand me. Cannot help the way that I've become. But all I wanted to be was.
Fake a smile, I force a tear. To show an illusion that I care.. I would rather you just shut your mouth. Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.. I don't want this, or do I need this?.
It's 6am, daybreak again, breathe out, breathe in, outside the world's just. waking. I close my eyes count down from 5, to my surprise I find my heart's still.