Only 21 with his whole life ahead of him,. Thinking about the friends he had,. Now that they're six feet under,. Paying the price for a blunder,. Can you feel his pain; it's crashing like thunder..
All men betray, all lose heart.. I don't want to lose heart. I want to believe.. . Won't you come away with me tonight?. We can fly past the moon and the starlight,.
Walk the gauntlet of lies.. Who will it be today.... Secrets of this place,. never knowing.... Follow the ones that consume,. becoming just like them..
Who keeps the balance in suspended skies. Supporting earth with inward thrust. Let the audience refocus eyes. On all sky flashings in front of us. . Who's seen in the midst of unsealing skies.
Enslaved to silence I, see the free. But in schiz I surely stay. It is much easier to change your tune. When you song ain't being played. . Youth camp junkies don't get enough to make the buzz last.
I'm like Parhelion, earth's daystar. I'm like a luminary wizard, just like you are. I'm like a night incinerator, burning time. I got planet's radiating, solar system in the waiting.
Speak Lord and I shall hear all you have to say. Speak Lord and help me not to keep hesitating when you call my name. Speak Lord, for me I know youve been waiting.
Im a simple girl who loves simple things. I have hopes and I have dreams. But what would they mean. If you were not here with me. . I aint trying to be nobodys superstar (superstar).
Theres a mighty presence in the room right now. Descending upon the children in the building. Its coming down like the rain. . Oh oh oh oh, your Shekinah glory.
Don't think because you fell apart. That all is lost. Cause I think what now you have become. Is better than could ever be. Sometimes you have to tell yourself.
And if you could make up. For every single time you lied. I'd probably whisper this. Hello, goodbye. . And so it begins again. Harder each and every time.
I hope I'm not too late. I hope that you're okay. I left in a hurry. As soon as they told me. So I prayed for you. Hang on till tomorrow. Just don't leave me here today.
And we wait above a road.. We're turning to go home.. And the silence from the side of the car,. Tells me everything and how we are.. 'Cause there's no more trying to make this so right..
Clever is a general word. While always showin' that she's hurt. But never wrong, but never wrong. It takes a lot to make the end. It takes a lot of smart thinkin'.
The smell of this place without you. The thought of your voice not here. The look in my eyes as I'm telling myself. that it's all been worth it. . So come on don't let me down.
(But for some reason, the closer I got with her, the harder my father would try to get me to stop seeing her. It was like he didn't want me to be happy for something. Not like he would ever do that, right? He would tell me I was wasting my time with her, I should concentrate on where I'm going to college. You know, I didn't want to go to college. So when graduation came around, I saw a completely different side of him. The side I always knew was there. He would say that I was going to throw away my life and I was going to make a terrible mistake. I guess something he was familiar with. He would tell me I was going to be a loser and people wouldn't respect me. That was also the day he told me about the mistake he made, me. I guess that was supposed to scare me straight. Oh well.).
(Well the next few years were probably the slowest, most uncomfortable years of my life. I mean, they tried to make it easy but they gave up pretty quickly. And I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make it easy on them either. I could just never forgive them. You know. But I'm the kinda person who believes everything happens for a reason. I'm kinda glad that I was so miserable counting down the days till I was 18, ya know, so I could leave. Cause the way it worked for me, it was this one day where I was in the right place at the right time..
(After I learned about my parents, they asked me to live with them. And I didn't want to but I really had no choice. So I finished out the school year, where I was, I lived with my grandfather, and uh, then I moved in with them. And you know what, it was great. I was happy. I was happy and I knew it. I clapped my hands.).
So wow, that's a pretty hard way to find something like that out.. (Yeah I know. You see the best part, is when they were telling me, I guess my reaction wasn't the most positive. So they tried playing this guilt trip like....