The time has come to tell the story.. You have to know.. I must unveil the truth about the way that we are. . Oh, I'm afraid. I can't imagine what it must be like.
embraced by lengthening shadows I wander. on the ashes of those still ablaze.... into the night and onward to the focus of my heart!. drawn by the stars and their bidden delights.
It's morning again.. I wish all the emptiness would end and my friend would return.. Though I know that you're still alive, I'm scared, I'm almost paralyzed.
I can't believe that this is happening to me. So many years of being young, wild and free. When I'm asleep I'm living like a refugee. A plague upon my soul for all eternity?.
I'm in too deep. Climbing up and down these walls. My heart is lost. Though I never thought I'd give it up. . Now I'm back in the darkness. Of the waiting room for ones to be.
[Swano - Swano/Elkhart]. . I'm feeling so empty inside. When the fragments of pain return from the back of my mind. Of all of the lies I've been told "We love you" must be the worst.
I'm lost. I have to go. He's my son, but he will never know.. I will return to the shadows and wait for rebirth as well.. life on Earth is so bizarre I prefer the world beyond. Farewell..
sparks are dribblin'. crimson gender. jump is waxing. feeling some improvement. big chunk of chemistry. falling waves of glass. sunlight dripping ladies in my panties.
You don't have to tell me or convince me that the sun sets in the morning. You don't have to show me how the snow comes down at night. I know what it looks like cause I've been there more than you.
Maybe it's too easily fit. No problem seems to be as hard as before. Look for me under pillows. Hiding from self created anger. Sucking the dust for what's left.
try to stop the train. To get used to pain. To get used to take the shit they're talking. And i can't explain. Whatever happened. I try to write it down on paper.
Compared to how you used to feel. I?d say that you feel better. The strokes you had, the blackout days. Has finally come to a state of nothing left. .
Just sitting here looking out. Waiting for you to appear around the corner. Thinking about what to say if you did. But you never do. . don't hate me for my jealous ways.
Taste my loneliness but yet surrounded. Having guilt for these lonely feelings. Every night the same questions burning in my head. Keeping me far away from sleep.
Situation died, hopelessness arrived. Was it just a game you played,. to see if you could manage. Pushed me into something,. that I could not reach you.
Can you see how I cry. Will I ever be as good as I once were. Its all the same its always me. And every time I see you I will have to let you be. Used to think that winter was the worst part to get through.
Patiently devoted to. The words I haven't spoken. But have heard a thousand times. And never cared about. . Lived above the closely sandy winter. That's been decided without me.
It's the farthest place I've ever been. It's a new frontier for me. And you balance things. Like you wouldn't believe. When you should just let things be.
Half-life. She moves in a half-life. Imperfect. . From a place on the stairs. Or sat in the backseat. Sometimes you're only a passenger. In the time of your life.
The sun shines high above. The sounds of laughter. The birds swoop down upon. The crosses of old grey churches. We say that we're in love. While secretly wishing for rain.