Stop searching the sky for answers. Black girlfriends avenge, black girlfriends. My greatest gift is the lie we are given. . This is the price you pay.
Here I go again. A vicious cycle without end. Seeking distance for security. Desperate act to remain free. . A balance point cannot be found. This whole thing will come crashing down.
Sworn, I would not return here. Now that has proved untrue. I don't know why?. I hold this deep inside me. And I'll let no one through. . Defy me, deny me.
Anticipation of a reward so pleasing. Inhibitions ensnaring me like shackles. Unrelenting urge to quench, to gratify. All consuming senses of the primitive.
Guilt will twist the blade. Everyday the knife cuts deeper. How much more of this can you take. Your fake smile fades. Your public face has cracked and broken.
It won't be easy, you'll think it's strange. When I try to explain how I feel. And that I still need your love. After all that I've done. . You won't believe me.
We both take the hardest punches. And collect black eyes just to prove it. Still we passed by just like strangers. And we speak just like the closest enemies.
Cold morning air, fills my lungs. Just a moment before this ends. Final thoughts, remember back. A better place awaits me now. . Open arms, swallow me.
We've found our way, you better hide. I promise I, won't make this right. That's a liar's smile, it deceived me well. She's running scared, she's running home.
So the stakes have changed, is this worth the gamble?. I'd rather take my chance, than carry on like before. Proclaim that you're the victim; you're the one who's wrong.
Voices sometimes mine. Whispers in my mind. I can't be alone. No way to compensate. For an insane world. Is this what I've outgrown. . I fell it it's all there.
Fuck the world!. Fuck society!. Fuck all of you!. You better listen up now, motherfuckers!. Cause your master is callin you!. . Look up in the sky overhead in the daylight.
So we meet again. I'm the one to call in. When the big shots in town. Let you down. . I'm the last defense. I'm too dense for a weakness. No fear at all.
And there I was all alone, all by myself. And you were just a ghost behind a screen. . The few short months we spent. Long distance, late nights, just the two of us.
Snow is falling from the sky in the middle of July. Sun was shining in my eyes again last night. Alarm goes off without a sound. The silence is so loud, something isn't right.
Brand new day. Somewhere so far away. A global village awakes and starts to crack the open airway's. Cause the tiger's escaped. He tore right out of his cage.
The rain taps on the window down the hall. There's no one out there nothing at all. Reaching out strange lightning from above. Looking up nothing to be scared of.
Faceless generation. Legacy of pain. Blistered hands and fingers. Dark skies ruled by flame. Take this generation. It doesn't have to be this way. It's not my generation.
All alone and standing in the rain. Early mornings whispering my name. Seems so distant and cannot reach me now. Flying high above you, I bring to you this word.
Eric's room gets too small one night. (He). Takes his whole apartment outside. Down at his desk he sits and writes. Under a streetlight. . One starry night just like tonight when these.