Found my new black shoes,. While cleaning out the bones left in my closet,. They were there with a bad excuse.. And I found a back up plan,. I'm grateful that I didn't have to use it,.
Live a life of privilege. Pushing back the last, the lost. The least of these. To dull the edge of conscience with conceit. . Live a life and see the world.
It's been a year filled with problems. But now you're here, almost as if to solve them. And I can't live in a world without you, now. . All my life I've been searching for you.
Turn up the record cause the song's just begun. I'm smashing pumpkins like it's November 1. Wish britney'd hit me one more time on the phone. So tired of counting crows with Mr. Jones.
You,. Doin' that thing you do,. Breaking my heart into a million pieces,. Like you always do. And you,. Don't mean to be cruel,. You never even knew about the heartache,.
They said the timing was dreadful. (Yeah, you could say that again). Now there is one pair of heads full. (Of thoughts that don't make any sense). Just passing through, trying to catch that glimpse of you.
And I've collected all these thoughts. And I'm dying just to lose them. And if Your words are true or not. I'll die trying to prove them. But I'll just have to accept.
I think it might just be alright. To leave what matters out of sight. Old habits die hard, holding on. Inevitable means it's never gone. . Told myself what I need to hear.
Feelings, inside of my head. I don't know, but I'm thinking about you. Understand that it's so hard to tell you, cause you already know. You already know.
I can't keep a straight face and say this is not the end. Not if you want it its upon us and I wanna say it's sinking in. . This may sound crazy but I want to come back home.
And this week's the trend. Was to not wake up till 3 p.m.. I picked the few conscious hours that I chose to spend. And slept away the rest of them. . And this week the trend.
I guess it's safe to say. You're never coming back. And I understand why you wouldn't want to. I guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you. . And I can't see you.
For a time I thought there was a thief among us. I thought I'd track him down but prior to my pursuit. The smoke it cleared into my disbelief. There was no thief.
I know that I've come a long way. My heart's had it in the right place. But sometimes I pass hard to face. And I know you. . [Chorus]. There was another time in my life.
I never thought I'd be driving through the country. Just to drive with only music and the clothes that I woke up in.. . I never thought I'd need all this time alone..
As I read through the list.. It made it seem easier to make the choices.. Choices made to stay half-way sane.. But when I walked through the room, I must have been lazier,.
So here's the sum of our parts. An overwhelming willingness to expire. And ugly hands that were built for breaking. The ugly second chance I'm taking.
The air tears at my skin. Robbing my veins of the life. I'd hoped to have. You killed a part of me tonight. And left the frozen air to finish the job.
Kiss me on the forhead angel. Before I go to sleep. I can't remember if its Thursday or December. I've been keeping track of days by counting hangovers.
If you were to ask me, how long I've been running for. I don't even think that I could answer. I just don't know anymore. I'm a sucker for weakness. And the blood covering my floor.