Twenty nine and I'm going back to the basics. Finding love, making peace, having a little more patience. I wanna love somebody more than myself. 'Cause it would do some good for my mental health.
Secrets they were killing me. Pulled me under in too deep. All those shadows they don't let go. Easily. . But everything I covered up. Is opening inside Your love.
Welcome to my latest disaster. Same book just another chapter. I never though it could be worse then last year. But here I am again today. I laugh 'cause it hurts when i scream.
WHAT ABOUT. (Music & Lyrics by S. Guadagnoli). . I'm fallin' down down too fast. And my face stuck on the ground. so, do you remember da words. you said to me.
Looks like this feeling's here to stay. Looks like I'm feeling this forever. Maybe my sickness isn't that at all. Maybe it's who I am and it will never go away. I can't talk my way out of this one, no drugs or words or herbs will get me out of this one..
Oh my Love, where have You gone. I treated You like an alibi. I dressed You up with empty words. And good intentions I wore as my disguise. . I see my reflection in the crowd.
I'm innocent, I'm guilty too. I wanna be, I wanna be with you. Got a hole inside but I wanna fill you up. Tell me did I leave you too long. Or could it be that I was never gone?.
Welcome my son to your very first day. So proud to be the one who brought you this way. I love you with all my heart. And my love is here to stay. But I can't help worrying will you eventually smoke weed?.
I used to ride a big wheel.. And sell lemonade.. Eat popcorn with Grandpa while we watched a parade.. But now I'm only happy when I'm drinkin' J.D.. What the hell happened to me?.
My heart is a winding river. Runs wherever it wants to. Down, out of the towering hills. Rushing toward the sea. . I am a watercourse. Connecting the dots.
Theres a place on earth. Where devils build their homes. They roam around in search. Of someone whos alone. . Youve got too much to be living for nothing.
Wake up rattled from another sleepless night. Stuck in between miracles and traffic lights. Work like the devil, but you're never satisfied. . You set your pace likes it's required.
One day I'll come riding over them hills. With the salt in my hair and the sand upon my soles. With the river's current rushing through my veins. And the life I found when I grabbed hold of the reins.
On the sand, I arise. Here I stand with the tides. Will this shore be my fate?. Is there more than this state?. . Will you come and rescue me?. Will you even answer me?.
Lately I've been down in the deep end,. Doing way too much drinkin,. Everyone thinks I've lost my mind.. . I guess they don't know how tough,. losin the woman you love,.
What makes you hurt? What makes you smile?. What calms your nerves? What drives you wild?. I wanna know, I wanna understand. What it takes to be your man.
They stopped sayin prayers in school yesterday.. Theres a boarded up, run down church, up on third-n-main.. Missions over flowin, but the crime rate just keeps growing..
What do you want if you don't want money?. What do you wan't if you don't want gold?. Say what you want and I'll give it to you darlin',. Wish you wanted my love, baby..
Wenn die Sonne erwacht in den Bergen. . und der Mond sagt der Erde "good-bye". . flieh'n die Schatten der Nacht vor dem Morgen. . neues Licht macht die Welt wieder frei..
Now. when the sun says good-day to the mountains. and the night says hello to the dawn. . I'm alone with my dreams on the hilltop. . I can still hear your voice though you're gone.