I'm lying to you now that dignity's mine. Around me the trails of damage. I can't fight with memories I can't find. . I will go and I'll find some way.
I just can't believe that when I saw you yesterday. You still had that look in your eyes. I just can't believe I let you go and slip away. I guess I wanted more in my life.
Standing at the station. Waiting for the train. I still can't believe today. You're leaving me again. One man does the cross word. And tries to pass the time.
Let's call this everything what is seems. A violent distortion of ALL my dreams. Just to spite the cold that seems to feed. And still it burns inside of me.
And I pray salvation leaves you here again. And if I swear for you, I've seen the end. I bear this weight for you and now if seems to me. . Every time that I try to give you peace of mind.
What do you come here seeking advice. Boy get rid of that head lice. Crawling, crawling out of here. . We dont see you anymore. You must have found some kind of cure.
Here we come and go again. Repetition never seems to end. Help me find a way to make amends. It seems shades of green and blue and yellow blend. . Pleased to meet you, he said.
You cant tell me how to feel. And I cant tell you what is real. And I am, I am. The only one who is my friend. . We were waiting. We were waiting so high.
If its pain that youre after. If its pain that you need. Then wont you take down something for me. Before you go and bleed yourself. . Nothing in particular.
Fahoo fores, dahoo dores. Welcome Christmas, come this way. Fahoo fores, dahoo dores. Welcome Christmas, Christmas day. . Welcome, welcome fahoo ramus.
Leave a. candle by his doorstep. With a. snapshot of his face. Turn around and. take a deep breath. On the first. weekend of May. Keep a hair. strand in your pocket.
Everybody's talking about my drinking. Like everybody knows how to live my life. 'cos I can fall on the ground. And lose track of my senses. But I only lose my head when the bottle is dry.
When you wish upon a star. Don't tell him maybe. Even when all you have left. Are pretty scars. When you need a friend to talk. 'cos his love has gone too far.
I'm sick of thinking. It's late but I can't sleep. It's slowly killing me. I feel like drinking. Something to kill the pain. Some fuel to numb my brain.
Too young to remember. The horrors of war. . Drawn into the fight without. Knowing what for. . Think for yourself. Or they'll think for you. . Killing and dying.
Last night I had a dream. To tell the truth it was really a nightmare. I was buried alive. That was so sick. So damm sick. I was paralyzed. Couldn't tell if I was dead or alive.
This time you couldn't walk away from me. This time there was nowhere you could hide. This time I wanted all the answers. This time I really thought I was prepared.
Distracted flocks of thoughts swarming throughout my head. Pitiful worm cut in half till blissfully dead. You ask me all the time what I am staring at.