[Intro]. High in the halls of the kings who are gone. Jenny would dance with her ghosts. The ones she had lost and the ones she had found. And the ones who had loved her the most.
Oh. I will be. I will be. I will be. I will be. Silence will not cover me. I will be. I will be. Silence will not cover me. I will be. I will be. I will be.
I feel nervous in a way that can't be named. I dreamt last night of a sign that read the end of love. And I remember thinkin'. Even in my dreaming it was a good line for a song.
And it's hard to write about being happy. 'Cause the older I get. I find that happiness is an extremely uneventful subject. And there will be no grand choirs to sing.
[Verse 1]. When I go home alone. I drive past the place where I was born. And the places that I used to drink. Young and drunk and stumbling in the street.
[Verse 1]. I'm sorry I ruined your birthday. I guess I could go back to university. Try and make my mother proud. Stop this phase I'm in, she deems dangerous.
[Verse 1]. The show was ending and I had started to crack. Woke up in Chicago and the sky turned black. And you're so high, you're so high, you had to be an angel.
[Intro]. Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh. . [Verse 1]. At seventeen, I started to starve myself. I thought that love was a kind of emptiness. And at least I understood then the hunger I felt.
[Verse 1]. I believe in you and in our hearts we know the truth. I believe in love and the darker it gets, the more I do. Try and fill us with your hate and we will shine a light.
[Chorus]. You need a big god. Big enough to hold your love. You need a big god. Big enough to fill you up. . [Verse 1]. You keep me up at night. To my messages, you do not reply.
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady. Seamstress for the band. Pretty eyed, pirate smile. You'll marry a music man. . Ballerina, you must have seen her. Dancing in the sand.
How deeply are you sleeping or are you still awake?. A good friend told me you've been staying out so late. Be careful, oh, my darling, oh, be careful what it takes.
[Verse 1]. Oh Patricia, you've always been my North Star. And I have to tell you something: I'm still afraid of the dark. You take my hand in your hand - from you flowers grow.
[Verse 1]. [?]. Sip it slowly and pay attention. I just have to see it through. You got me looking for validation. That's just me and you. Want me to love you in moderation.
Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air. I know I can count on you. Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care". But you've got the love I need To see me through.
Regrets collect like old friends. Here to relive your darkest moments. I can see no way, I can see no way. And all of the ghouls come out to play. . And every demon wants his pound of flesh.
Where are you now that I need ya?. Where are you now that I need ya?. I need you the most. . When you broke down, I didn't leave ya. I stayed by your side.
And it's my whole heart. Weighted and measured inside. And it's an old scar. Trying to bleach it out. And it's my whole heart. Deemed and delivered a crime.
Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air. I know I can count on you. Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care". But you've got the love I need To see me through.
I was on a heavy tip. Tryna cross a canyon with a broken limb. You were on the other side. Like always, wondering what to do with life. I already had a sip.