You crave attention. As if it's due to you. You want permission. To behave as badly as you do. . You want respect, but. You don't act respectable. You want fame to fill the void.
I tried I failed to believe. In the reward I would receive. If only heaven's distant sun. Would burn away all the things I'd done. . I tried to no avail.
Fall. Seize. I am merely debris. Scattered along the ground. . False. Rage. A man in a cage. An explosion without a sound. . Drawn. In. By the deafening din.
Identity sometimes seems fleeting. An ever-changing tapestry. But at it's heart is the foundation. The very essence of our being. . Shed your skin. Cast off your chains.
The morning broke with eerie silence. The ground beneath us cracked and dry. Too self-absorbed to even notice. The cracks that formed up in the sky. .
The first day. I felt changed. I felt removed and broken. Over man. Over God. But weak by the same token. . Wherewithal. Has dissolved. A soulless apparition.
I want you to know the thoughts. My mind contains. I want you to feel the rage. Pulse through my veins. I want you to see the anger. In my eyes. I want you to feel fear.
So here I stand. Completely alone. My skin absorbs the rain. . Helpless to control. Pieces within the whole. I can feel it starting again. . A sudden descent.
Some time ago I checked my conscience. And found it wasn't all that clean. A trail of people I had hurt. A sea of sins left unredeemed. . CH. Regret is a dull and rusted blade.
I want you to know the thoughts. My mind contains. I want you to feel the rage. Pulse through my veins. I want you to see the anger. In my eyes. I want you to feel fear.
This day has altered my perception. I'll never see things quite the same. All that I knew was misconception. But all of that's about to change. . CH. I opened my eyes today.
I read your mind. But it wasn't a very interesting read. The plot was contrived. And the characters were too consumed by need. . Page by page. Enduring each predictable turn.
Awake, aware, alone. Lost and far from home. I walk without these walls. So there is less to fall. . I am naked. I have nothing left. My bones are picked clean.
It never felt so real. Never so visceral. But now it's all too clear. And all too typical. . You're left with nothing. And it's all your fault. Relations cease.