I had hope. the halfway point in between progress and alone. Forever more. I am a faded sweatshirt you forgot. was hanging on the closet door. But its all right its not the point.
If our world falls down tomorrow. You be sure I'll be there with a net. To catch the pieces falling. And I was always there. . And I was always there.
Don't mean to scare you but I. I've not been sleeping lately. And phone calls aren't doing much to help. . So if it's all the same I'd. Just ask to never have to.
I had a place to live in. I had a job worth quitting. I had some things I had to change. Mistakes, but we all make them. We celebrate being young. I had the chance to run away.
Push me out from the darkness. To a sky that's colored blue. Somewhere someone's finding happiness. While I'm still here so hung up on you. . Nothing is real.
I can't go on. Deflate the air from both of my lungs. Fears one by one followed me home. And became reality. . I'm a failure, I'm a freak. I'm a chip on your shoulder.
It's what you want. and who you are. that has always been two very different things. . So I wore my best clothes. on the last day. that I had to carry us in an uphill war.
It seems like you're holding me down and it just seems pointless to work this thing out. So what's holding me back?. A lifelong friendship's not worth this.
The sharper the edge, the cleaner the wound. So I'll be keeping it dull tonight for I deserve to hurt. Disfigure the outside to show how ruined I am. There's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel.
I've got a stage and a mic. Which I use to say things you won't like. But I spent years thinking I was alone. . Now I know, now I know, that I'm not, that I'm not.
I'm gonna try gonna try to focus. I've been awake been awake and hopeless. Oh oh oh I know I can't count on you. 'Cause I know you and your lies and your mind control.
Breathe kids, the mold is getting old. It'll be gone any day. The hipster empire of tomorrow. Will fall to the common kids of today. . With tied wrists we're under their control.
So I'll leave you. To enjoy the days you spend without me. So wish in your hand. I'll shit in mine. And I bet you mine fills up first. . Words seem to roll right off your tongue.
You wanted to know just what makes me tick,. I guess I could say that,. You and your bullshit,. Are pushing me towards an explosion. I guess you're what drives me.
I've been meaning to ask you how life looks from the nose bleed seats,. and to ask you how it feels to bleed. Your life's a waste and the way that I'll ask it will have revenge woven throughout,.
Some days, I get crazed. I don't know why it's all relevant. I'll take deep breaths. And keep control, go on. . I've tried brave and you've tried to save.
Some days, I get crazed. I don't know why it's all relevant. I'll take deep breaths. And keep control, go on. . I've tried brave and you've tried to save.
I'm so tired of the stupid games you play. If I sat outside would you come watch me wait?. If I had a gun and shot it at your face?. Would you promise not to get out of the way?.
Drink up beautiful. I spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack,. 'Cause I've got so much trapped and it's all because of you. So I figured you might like some back.
Come down now. Strut your stuff. I worry about you. It's ok. If you don't care. Now I'm down and I wish you were here. . Wish you were here, wish you were.