Burn a candle by my bed, sleep won't visit me tonight. Images inside my head don't reflect the light inside. Deceiver whispers my name, tries to crawl up by my side.
If I trust myself, and in my strength. I'll be in the desert with nothing to drink. I'll live in the wilderness, so far and so alone. And I won't help myself, so hot and yet so cold.
As I lie here thinking. Can't think of one good reason. For what I've done to you. I've seen both sides. I know the pain of being alone. And I have to confess this to you.
You bring out the best in me. Which is nothing less than Your holiness. Manifest Your power in me. And I'll be a vessel of Your glory. . I lay me down, let it rise up in my soul.
give me release I need a peace (John 16:33). stop the disease the Spirit sees. . I need a touch. hurts so much. give me a hand. hit me Lord now (Acts 2:2-4).
If I'm wanting to eat a steak. Then I won't go eat Chinese buffet. And if I want an Italian feast. Then I won't go to a Mexican place. And if I'm wanting to drive a Honda.
the candy looks so good to me. I just want to taste it. the candy looks so good to me. I just want to break it. I never thought it would end up this way.
touch hurts feel pain pierce me open shame. . hate me I've never been hated by anyone just quite like that you do. so full of lies as you despise my breath (1 Peter 5:8).
Parched and dry and lonely. My eyes are on me only. I forgot what You had told me. I built my house upon the sand. And I heard Your voice so clear. A soft whisper in my ear.
Our faces were forgotten, the unrecognizable. It's a mystery in this paradox. In a time we were abandoned to a maze of miserable. But that time has been forever lost.
I've heard of Your great fame and Your glory, oh God. How You stretched out Your hand to make the waters and the skies. With one word You spoke out and Your voice created light.
The light hits my eyes. In the first of the morning. I take in this spectrum of wonder. How unlovely things can be balanced. Yet shadow me with despair.
Just a taste and your eyes will be opened. Gonna see everything like a God tonight. You keep saying this over and over. We're no longer slaves that you victimize.
Why are you. So angry and cold-hearted. To the hand that helps you?. You're breaking, destroying what is. Around you, I'm pleading. Will you let me into you?.
Backstabber. You liar, betrayer. I should've known you'd be just like your father. . I know he hurt you. But that's no excuse. To hurt anything and everything that touches you.
Looking back upon my life I'm very thankful. That your arm is not too short to rescue. And deliver me. Take my hand and lead me out and through. Through the waters of the Red Sea.
Looking in this abandoned place. Searching in someone else's face. Don't know what it is but I I'll know when I find it. . As I inhale this paradise. Five minutes of escape.
Like a single grain of sand moving with the tide. No one knows I'm here wouldn't matter if I died. Out of control lost on my way searching and dying more each day.
Looking in this abandoned place. Searching in someone else's face. Don't know what it is but I I'll know when I find it. . As I inhale this paradise. Five minutes of escape.
I have come to worship the Lord of Lords. In this place it's Your face I will adore. Everyday God I need You more and more. So I am here to seek You out Lord.