Thank you to the people in my life. For putting up with me. And thank you for the time you sacrificed. All on account of me. . For all the times I didn't say.
Thank you to the people in my life. For putting up with me. And thank you for the time you sacrificed. All on account of me. . For all the times I didn't say.
If someone else showed you the way. Would you take the wheel and steer?. It hurts me that you're not ashamed. Of what you're doin' here if they jumped off a bridge.
I force myself through another day. Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything. Right in my face. And I try to be the one. I can't accept this all because of you.
I know that it never goes away. All I feel, everything I'm not today. So I try and I try to make everything right. I don't feel like I'm doing it, it affects me.
The thoughts from my mind. Command my lips, say, "I hate you". The thoughts from my mind. Command my hands to cut your silken flesh. . The thoughts from my mind.
To my mother, to my father. It's your son or it's your daughter. Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me. Should I turn this up for you?. . I sit here locked inside my head.
I just had to let you know. 'Cuz I don't always let it show. You give me needed room to grow. And I just had to tell you so. . You fill me up. You're in my veins.
What's happened to you? It's obvious you've changed. Something deep inside you is probably to blame. Must be lonely up there with your head up in the clouds.
You in your shell. Are you waiting for someone to rescue you. From yourself. Don't be disappointed when no one comes. . Don't blame me you didn't get it.
Yea.... Like a thread of the darkest clouds rolling in on a sunny day. Yea.... Like a field that has no rain. Yea.... Like a dog that wanders aimless with no name.
I try to breathe. Memories overtaking me. I try to face them but. The thought is too much to conceive. . I only know that I can change. Everything else just stays the same.
The hating and the waiting, hesitating. I just wanna be done with you. Faking for the taking but I'm wicked. Up to the fact that you're lying, denying.
(Hidden track on Dysfunction). . Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them. To you. . And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom.
If you just walked away. What could I really say?. Would it matter anyway?. Would it change how you feel?. . I am the mess you chose. The closet you can not close.
Your words to me just a whisper. Your face is so unclear. I try to pay attention. Your words just disappear. . 'Cause it's always raining in my head. Forget all the things I should have said.
She sits alone again and tries her best not to pretend. That all she used to live for was the love that wasn't there. And every time she needs to do the things that she believes.
Twisted, turning, crashing, burning. All this just to break me down. . You don't know me, you don't see me. You don't know me because I don't care. But I'm still here, patiently waiting for you to disappear.
I'm so lonely. You're so beautiful. Not the only. One that's pitiful. . Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces. Craving all of your deadly vices. Like to think that I'm not addicted.
I'm so lonely. You're so beautiful. Not the only. One that's pitiful. . Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces. Craving all of your deadly vices. Like to think that I'm not addicted.