Do you ever wonder where we would be. If we had tried a little harder?. It seems like yesterday. That we were making plans for the future. . But it's been so long, since I have mourned the dreams.
I'm such an asshole, God I'm such a stain. I just keep fucking up again and again. . I don't believe, I don't believe. That I could be so stupid and so naive.
Back when you were my life. You gave me something that I could live for. Now everything's changed. And you're gone, but I'm still here waiting. . How can I hold on.
Innocence. Stumbling around. Holding onto anyone. Wholl hold on to you. . Innocence. It's hurt again. But is it really worth the pain?. . You are helpless.
I can't hide it, I can't fight it. When every nerve is cryin' out for release. I can't recapture, little rapture. That passion that is burning inside me.
Everywhere I go, I see your face. Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice. Why are you haunting me?. Why are you haunting me?. Why can't I let you go, go?.
I know you've grown to hate me. Even more then you have grown to hate yourself. But has it really made a difference?. Sharing all that hate with someone else.
Said you wanna be, said you wanna be a wife. maybe then you'd see, maybe then live my life.. I'll find my way home,. there's no need for you to say you love me anymore..
So this is where I say goodbye. This is where my story ends. And if there's one thing that I've learned from life. It's that it gets you in the end. .
A PERFECT MATHS LESSON. THE TEACHER'S TOO BORING. HE'S BORING ME. BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER. I LOVE HER. WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT?. IT'S A VERY GOOD QUESTION.
Get away from me. Get your fingers out of my face. This room's so hot. This room's so hot. . I break the walls. . Get away from me. Leave me alone. Like the pig on the stairs.
I'm tangled and broken. Left scattered on the floor. It's useless now. These pieces they. Can never make make me whole. . You wither. And you blister.
The more I feel, the more I die. Nothing to give, nothing inside. . Everything I touch I break. Everything I touch I break. Everything I touch I break.
And I, I wanted to tear down the curtains. To let, let in some natural light. I wake up and open one eye. And wait for the window to crack at me, alone.
You seduced me lonely in your hell. Naked, hungry I crawl into your cell. . A virtual drugstore is piled on your bed. I can't resist with your tongue inside my head.
When I was a young boy, I was honest. And I had more self control. If I was tempted I would run. . Then when I got older. I began to lie to get exactly.
I'm drowning in nothing. Nothing, real nothing, left nothing. I'm losing myself sinking deeper down. . Silently leaving this behind. Nothing left but me.
I keep breaking all the promises. That I keep making to myself. You'd think by now that I'd be over this. Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself. . So why does everything seem desperate now.
When I was a young boy, I was honest. And I had more self control. If I was tempted I would run. . Then when I got older. I began to lie to get exactly.
My angel, my reluctant whore. Decided she can take no more. So let's fuck until we fall asleep. Please don't wake me, when you leave. . Just kiss me before you go.