All eyes on the system placed before you. No time for an explanation. Deceitful, why we dancing here. If you listen close enough. . Doesn't it feel like a broken record.
I don't want to feel this way and I don't want. To pretend that these feelings don't exist. But I'm aware yet so afraid. That I'll make mistakes I'll always regret.
I don't want to feel this way and I don't want. To pretend that these feelings don't exist. But I'm aware yet so afraid. That I'll make mistakes I'll always regret.
Cozy in this home, burnt up swollen pains. Fear is on the plate but you can't recognize. The danger that you've gotten yourself in. Do as I'm told, not for long.
Lie awake completely satisfied and let the sweat run through my hair. Well I haven't felt this way in quite sometime when I look over you're not there.
This overwhelming thought has gotten inflamed and red. Like a festering sore inside my guilt-ridden head. Leave the lights on now and we'll just talk a while.
Trial by fire. To find out the hard way. What it's like without you. 'Cause even my best intentions go astray. . If passion can drive us home. And guided by voices in our heads.
Stop, rephrase all those words cause I've never seen such ignorance on anyone's face. Wallowed in the filthy air and the demons gently fill the void in my eyes.
Something wrong out of lines to keep the rats distracted. A hollow shell, habit trail, symptoms of getting older. But I'm not searching for the answers.
Am I lying to myself, when everyone else here sees right through me?. And all the products they've sold me, will I let them own me. Don't I feel like such a man? I'll hide my guilt and no regrets.
It seems like you've always known exactly what to say. And meanwhile I never know what to do with myself when I get this way. So I'm walking on, take comfort in all the nights we shared.
Now I'm standing on my own again. What a feeling to let go of something blood from the vein. Keeps me captive here and ashamed. I'm on the wire, losing sight of what I once truly desired.
Is someone there? Is someone there?. I can hear you breathing, I can hear you breathing. I know you're out there, I know you're out there. I can hear you breathing, I can hear you breathing.
Sold the instructions to their souls, as they bask in the material world. So many things that I would like to change and. I am bending over backwards and it's just like everyone tries so hard to stay.
Stained and afraid that this won't ever go away. Engulfed inside a blaze of memories. And the strain of digging holes. Is beginning to take it's toll.
For what it's worth, I never felt that much. Unresolved waste of time a lesson never learned. Wanted to forget it, but it's hard when you've been burned.
I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves. Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near. Designed to crush me a six year haze. As the substance lets me down.
I'm gonna buy a gun,. so I can end it any time I want,. and laugh as I blow it away,. funny as an atom bomb,. solemn as a child at a ticker tape parade,.
You whisper what a fucking tragedy,. put a hole in my lungs so I don't have to breathe,. I long for you now every beat of my heart,. is a cry out for help from inside of me..