Inside alone. this world's coming down on me again. Nowhere to run to. as these twisted thoughts flow through my head. I never wanted to break away. Can't help that I don't feel the same.
I'm sick of the silence. I shake as I give my point of view. I'll wait till your heads locked. and trap the blame right back on you. Why wont you believe me?.
I've tried almost everything. To catch your attention tonight. You just turn a blind eye. Turn a blind eye. . Well I only wish I had something to give.
You've thrown away all I've given to you. Its not much but its all I ever had. I wish that I could do more for you. . And I swallow the pride that remains.
I never meant to say. You were a thorn in either side. It was a side effect from. The scars on my forty-fives. . And as the vinyl sticks. It reminds me of what we had.
Sometimes I wish that I could be your mind unscarred. I envy that you don't know what its like to be destroyed. . I've made the chains undone. but I don't feel complete.
In a down and out town. Living can kill your dreams. In this down and out house. Ambition bursts through the seams. I'm sure the neighbours know well.
I feel it all surround me. Breathe all your hate into my lungs. I know that you can't stand me. Cannot help the way that I've become. But all I wanted to be was.
There's something inside us that wakes and disguises. The fact that we've been walking down a one-way street. Been trying to please her. . But she's caught by the fever of a losing week.
Turn around,. hold me when I sleep.. It's so much better when you're lying next to me.. You turned your back upon another soul.. So much to say.. So much you'll never know..
Fake a smile, I force a tear. To show an illusion that I care.. I would rather you just shut your mouth. Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.. I don't want this, or do I need this?.
Another day passes by and still no change inside. I question what my life is for im scared of the answer. I lock myself away from you. no one will ever know.
Well, I'm waxing the poetic and waning in denial. When you say go go stop no go. And I'm feeling quite pathetic -Until you flash a smile. You say go go stop no go.
All these years you turned your back on me. It took time but I know just what this means. . And I feel so small when you take it all. you push me away.
I've never liked you from the day our eyes met. You're nothing but a burden to me. And I never cared for all the praise you received. Was told that I should be more like you.
Cease to resist, giving my goodbye. Drive my car into the ocean. You'll think i'm dead, but i sail. Away. On a wave of mutilation. A wave. Wave. I've kissed mermaids, rode the el nio.
I'm in a perfume heaven. With a cement sky. I wanna rip her head off. And I don't know why. I wanna think of nothing. Think I'll drink the sea. I wanna feel him crawl all over me.
My thoughts. I hold back the truth that's unspoken. It keeps pulling me down. As the seasons change within me. Im coming around. . It's all these things I say to you.
I threw a party. But nobody came. I had this friend. I don't recall his name. And we - we built a house. Where I could live. He broke his promise. That I could not forgive.
I ask myself how can you walk with him. when you know Im here. How can I watch you move on with your life. just take me away.... . My eyes are pryed open.