A quick glance forward. Only lends a hard hand backwards. Leaning not on self alone. Yet feeling sufficient for life giving forces. Recklessness ends all possibility of future.
we were in Shelton once, using the restroom at a gas station.. yeah, so we're there.. we're waiting outside it.. and ummm these guys in this big truck pulled up and they said,.
she's spilling orange and sun and chasing it again.. she beat her own self.. she called a bluff on spider bite.. i was this close, just three years shy six months..
Your substantial credibility. Isn't much a part of me. A spreading sickness, poor in taste. No sense of reality. Following the newest trend, it's cutting edge.
1, 2, 3, 4. . I know a real cool place to hang out were all the riot girls. And the scenester run about. A real neat place to go visit or see a show. But I don't want to live in Olympia.
There's no reason to do just what you say. All I fought comes round ten times my way. Strange looking sequence, I'm falling apart today. Carrying over into new memories.
am i waiting for nothing at all?. hawhee, hawhee, hawhee, oh baby.. and what are you saving yourself for?. hawhee, hawhee.. oh my little one, don't be ashamed with my heart wide open..
waaaaaaaah!. another casuality, misplaced, misfit,. degenerate youth not reconed with.. i'm not a statistic,. i refuse to be part of your plan in a world decaying..
Right now I got it out now. I gotta get it out right now. Something inside my soul is trying to get through. . I'll let it out if you can gaze beneath my skin.
take what you can from me.. rob me of my sanity.. your laws of flesh i've broken.. you stifle me, i choke your incision to my brain, i cut and bleed..
Heart ripped indecision, my pain. Death, breaking, decaying. Twisting my inside while trying. Enduring cause failing. Hope fleeting diminished. Lost cound last track.
The need to realize. Shot, shot, shot, blank. Staring down the barrel of my arm. Shot, shot, shot, dead. It's over drawn black. Shot, shot, shot, red.
i'll tell, tell ya when we get there.. i got a problem, it wasn't always there.. suddenly my room mates are drinking,. drinking way, way, way, way too much beer.
did you see it?. could you sense the tension?. thickness was building,. yet for a surprise crimson starlight.. your chanting my curse.. it's a lovesick dead end..
who needs God when you're like me?. i'm driving off a cliff.. i got everything in technology.. i'm driving off a cliff.. why should i brake my zone of comfort?.
gurgling, gasping for air.. i need the breath of life.. the breath of life.. the breath of life.. i am weak from the fight. and i can still hear them celebrating victory..
I'm justified, I'm sanctified in you. I'm nothing less. Torn apart inside myself. A dripping bloody mess. I need your love, your strength to guide. Facing life renewed.
Go. . Thank You Jesus for giving me such a blessing. She's the most beautiful to me, full of intelligence. You can see God has given her to me, yeah. And forever we will be, yeah.
we all call for change.. it becomes automatic.. your wasting my time by apologizing.. i've come to expect this little from you.. it all ends in tears anyway..