I pretended that I didn't notice you from a dread of locking eyes. As I push my cart down the hygiene aisle I thought back to a certain time. I tried to look preoccupied as I read the ingredients to the Listerine.
I sit here waiting for you to acknowledge me with a greeting or a simple smile. These things I once took for granted now go a long way with me. They can make it all worth while.
Walking around with my mind in a daze.. I'm trying to get somehwere, I'm like a rat in a maze.. And it's just making me burnt out and frustrated.. The older I get the more I become jaded..
I'm looking for answers to all the questions no one knows. Bleeding and begged asked you for nothing but something showed. . Your uneasy eyes the sweat on your forehead.
yesterday i had a job. but then andy and a two bobs. said they wanted to speak to me the department was low in productivity. we have some real bad news we've terminated your employment.
I said, "Sit back relax. It's not the end. We're gonna postpone it. Put it off again". . Our separate paths will lead us. Different ways. But the care remains.
You'll do anything to have all the eyes on you. It's one stupid thing after another that goes on and on and on and. I can't believe the things you say.
I got this story don't know what it's about. . but I'm gonna' tell you anyway. what I do with my life I don't really care. but I know I was sure left astray.
Sometimes I break down and read into things that are not there. I can't convince myself your harmless actions has me without care. I know that I love you and for my sake as well as yours.
I warned you, I told you, I'd be better without you. But you didn't care. You told me, I'd go nowhere if I didn't have you. But where are you now?. . I haven't seen you around, you're nowhere to be found.
You've got something that you want to hold over my head. Try to keep me in line for something wrong I said. Doing anything you can to try to keep me down.
There's this little girl and I think she's so fine. And I'm not giving up until she is mine. See I want to be her boy and I want her to be my girl. Because since I've met her I been in another world.
I've waited, I'm lonely. You faded, I'm jaded. Trying to hold on to. The things that were once mine. . There's too much time. Wasting my time. . My mind goes blank.
Time goes by, I just try. To hold my head up high. People try to deny. Classify or just hide. . The feelings, what's inside. Broken hearts and hard times.
Shaking on the outside because of what I'm feeling inside. My chest is fucking hurting and my stomach's fucking burning. I laughed when you were crying and say inside you're dying.
Remembering the night again. So cold outside, the snow began. That winter storm cut like a knife. . Your eyes were wide enough to fill. The moon so full, it should've spilled.
Is our time gone forever?. Nothing else seems to matter. Sitting to watch the sun die. Goodbye. . Feeling uninspired. Left alone and tired. Waking up to nothing.
'Cuz it's the last time. I ever want to see you. It's the last time. I ever want to hear you. It's the last time. I'm getting out of this for good. And it's the last time.
The start of Armageddon. And it's just another day. We all saw the news. Nothing to say. . So many friends are missing. And family members gone. And we all pray to God.