I wish you'd see it on my face. But I'm caught up in those long lost days. And how can I then make you see. When I don't even know me. . Following my footsteps home.
Self hatred grows in me like cancer. I can't locate its whereabouts but its feasting on its host. I expected him to have the answers. I thought I taught him how to love me.
There's a room inside your gut. Close the door and keep it shut. Let no daylight enter in. And the punishment begin. . Who are you now to decide. Whether or not I can.
The way in which I feel is solely a reflection of you. The devastating childhood the powertrip you forced me through. But how could he leave you. Could he fuck that whore.
Damn you for trusting me. what's wrong with you?. I'll work for nothing less.. . Damn you for accepting my immaturity. when I scream for silence. child, I'll work for nothing less..
I know it's time for me to grow up. I know my head's somewhere else but give me a break. I've never done this before. And somewhere in between I'm feeling lonely.
Our battles are repetious. if not broken poetry. and maybe that's the attraction. that you're as self-absorbed as me. . You jumped to the conclusion. and landed on my chest.
What is this game we're playing?. Should I stick around for more?. Snap your fingers I'll come running. Leave again when you're bored with me. I'll make it easy.
Mom, please tell me what to do,. I'm so disappointed in you. You said those words that made me cry,. And you always wondered why. Why I sing my lullaby.
I'm not scared of consequences. Don't believe in God. I trust this moment. I am helping her, the rest of you are vultures. . Where were you when our father passed away.
Monday mornin' came too soon.. It's entering my forgotten room,. Disguised as the morning sun. And I should be. On the run,. But I'm here.. Waiting for you,.
I've run out of complicated theories. So now I'm taking back my words. And I'm preparing for the breakdown. . Your t-shirt's lost its smell of you. And the bathroom's still a mess.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ooh. . Shame on you for making me wait. Time and time again you're too late. And I'm about to make a mistake. So please hurry babe, oh, just hurry.
Your patronizing stare can watch me heal.. What I would give for you to tae the wheel. It's just been a long time coming. The strong resemblance to my mother's womb.
Comfortable as I am. I need your reassurance. And comfortable as you are. You count the days. . But if I wanted silence. I would whisper. And if I wanted loneliness.
Clearly, clearly I remember. Hiking up my skirt. Asking for your time. . Clearly, clearly I remember. Nervous if ever confronted. And questioning myself.
I would react badly. To the slightest hint of hesitance. He'd bend awkwardly to suit my mood. No word from his defense. . I'd cry knowing how my tears.
It must have been hard; staying in line. knowing your influences did it all the time. It must have been strange; living in blue. and see me shut down as though.
I understand. That we can never speak again. And your resentment towards me will last. and I will let you forget me. if you'll stay in my past. . I understand.
I understand. you delude yourself and sleep with a different girl. each night, in order to recover fast. And I will let you cheapen sex. if you'll stay in my past.