Its hard to say if, I am alive. . Disorder runs rampant in my mind. Loose thoughts slipping through my sad excuse for a grip. Random ideas bouncing around like a rubber ball in a rubber room.
{The more Jesus Christ himself}. . Feeling unknown and you're all alone. Flesh and bone by the telephone. Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer.
Though I heard you say you love me. It pains me to say this. But I have a question. . Would you love me. If you could see me?. Would you love me. If you could hear me?.
Crimson love girl in my bedroom, will you be my valentine?. I can whip you, you can beat me, torture me till hell is mine. Crimson love girl in my bedroom, will you be my valentine?.
Once upon a time, you wouldn't let me be. So deeply woven couldn't tell myself from me. I had no reason, not to give myself to you. You were so good, but now I see the, now I see the truth.
Come on everybody let's go to the show. Murder is fun because my daddy told me so. Grab a gun, grab a knife, even hands will do. Punch 'em like a motherfucker, even rape a few.
I've got this evil feeling. It's overwhelming me. To build these devices. That cause your agony. I've this dirty needle. To pierce your skin so deep. I've got this rusty scalpel.
I've got this evil feeling and it's overwhelming me. To build these devices that cause your agony. I know your body needs me and I will be your king. I'll give you pain and I'll do it again, again, again.
Dominating forces catapult my thoughts. I want and need to control every aspect of you. I must control everything, keep you under my thumb. I will mentally fuck till you break or I leave.
It seems I like it when you cry. My co-dependant lullaby. I'll only play when I make the rules. Your mental weakness is my obvious tool. It seems I like it when you cry.
shout shout let it all out these are the things i can do without so come on im. talkin to you so come on. . you know your beaten when your legs are stiff your lips are frozen i but a nut.
Moving on without a care. I always made them cry. Until I met the girl so fair. Then my summertime died. . Her lullaby a wicked one. Fall asleep and die.
This moment is the rest of your life. This moment is the rest of your life. This moment is the rest of your life. I'm comin' atcha with a kitchen knife.
I haven't slept in weeks, not one single wink. Every moments like an eternity. Clocks, louder every chime, speaks to me in rhyme. Tell me, is it time to let my feelings go?.
I wanna to kill you, I wanna to make you bleed. You're gonna be my bitch. I'm gonna have you down upon your knees. I wanna kill you, you're gonna fucking die.
I like your hair a lot. It reminds me of an astronaut. Take it from me baby. What I need you've got. . I'd like to ride on bikes. And tour the west side.
I started my walking with control of my feet.. And I don't give a damn about the people I meet.. 'Cause I'm hurt, and I'm tired, and I'm sick of the life.
And I've got my cigarettes. My, slow motions silhouettes, my. Ain't no one say what's wrong with me. . Hike up my miniskirt. Bust through my tiny shirt.
Tonight you will call out my name. And you will see my lungs expand. With me you'll have no reservations. And you will call my name again. . So open up your body.
Let me tell 'bout the way we argue. Everything is really quite unclear. And if you love me you'll say what you need from me now. And you said no. There's no climate cold enough to ease my soul.