I don't want to be that guy. Who puts the hurt into your eyes. I don't know who I used to be. I don't know him, don't know me. . ooooooooooh. . Staring into danger.
i'm sober like a sunday morning mass. liars are lying to themselves. i'm lost, oh i'm losing everything. i'm wasted, i can't keep the night from falling down.
I'm like a record player. I keep goin' round. with a needle in my arm. making someone else's sound. and lately I've been dreaming. of blue and empty skies.
I sat with the drunks and the speed freaks. and I watched all the drones strolling by.. We sat on the street with our beers and our weed. and we blew our smoke up towards the sky..
Losing sight of a past time. The years fly right by with the drinks. It's morning in this small apartment. And I just threw up in the sink.. The coke is not settling anything.
I'm a clown. only here to entertain. All the clowns. only here to entertain. All the clowns. only here to entertain.
I can't connect to this sacred object. the bar was open but to me the bar was closing. I like to suffer in a silent way. I can't get through the days without a.
Hesitation was the station I used to get on at.. Now it's asshole. Can you picture that?. . "Fuck Yous" and "Thems" have fucked up.. An idiot who can't keep his mouth shut..
My friend Jimmy works on the Union Pacific line.. Passed me a line about 9 AM and since then I been feeling fine.. Passed a fifth of Old Kentucky in his garage all day.
I scratched my name into the table.. The knife and phone just fucking lay there.. I orchestrate a day of routine elements.. These letters are are so old and faded..
Invisible, Inviting Vision Linger.. This Swirl Of Smoke Looks LIke Her Slender Body.. I See Everything In Frames Now. Golden Gilded.. Rippled Edges Wave Goodnight..
another senseless week of crowded thoughts and crooked teeth. morning frost and frozen sidewalks. all those days that burn inside us. swell up in the silence of snowflakes falling magically.