I've been a hungry and holy man. Trapped between what i am. And want to be. I disowned my mind. And denied my heart. Inspiration set me free. Reklinde the fire.
Beyond breakin' waves she walked the shore. Thoughts diving down the ocean floor. The ocean flows like life, just like life. . Hope is not a thing that she inclines to take into confidence.
Not what I've done, not what I've spoken. Not what I've shown, not that I lied. Just holding on would render me broken. But weak as I am, my hands remain tied.
Some say it's better off this way. Now it's over. You say, "The future's looking gray. If it's over". . Yeah, there's sorrow as we break. But it's over.
This is the ending of an age,the closing of a chapter that. Was just beginning.... Battered senseless, this is not what you deserve. Stripped and left defenseless, this is not what you deserve.
How long can this anger last. Unenlightened with fist tightened. Explode and I run from the blast. My ears ringing, my face stinging. . And you push and pull me.
I think I bit my tongue today. No sign of blood but this taste won't go away. Even if a wound does heal. Its scar might never fade. . Unwelcome words can pierce.
You won't hear me laugh,you won't hear me cry. You won't even hear what I'm thinking. I can't even speak ,I'm too weak to try. Surprised I'm even still breathing.
How did we come to this?. When did we reach that fork in the road. That carried us from our home?. . Where did we go wrong?. How could we lose the words to our song.
I run my desperate trembling hands. Along the floor where you once walked. Fighting tears that come from loss. I brave the rooms where we once talked.
Here I stand Beside you ,still I somehow stand apart. I'm burdened in my spirit,a stone is weighing down my heart. I'm riddled in my depths by this half-heartedness.
When I spoke with you today. I didn't know what to say. It's been so long, so long. I said I'm doing fine. But what haunts my troubled mind. Is where it all went wrong, so wrong.
if i wrote a book.... started a group,. and every time you heard my name. someone tried to control you,. and all the wealthy praised me as. they drew more blood for affluence,.
if i wrote a book.... started a group,. and every time you heard my name. someone tried to control you,. and all the wealthy praised me as. they drew more blood for affluence,.
sweet little voice that repeats what "they" say,. airy like an open landscape fertile for thoughts that have yet to grow.... so allow me to plant everything i know..
this is what you chose: to kill and be enclosed. sheltered by the news. because it's difficult to choose. so let us all decide what you should know,. and stay too busy to keep up with the truth. how about you ignore the world beyond our shores, and leave the rest to me so you won't feel guilty. see i'm a guy like you... easily confused... so i stick to my guns, and god tells me where to shoot... and angels guide the bombs straight to guilty homes, so when they hit a child, he was probably in the wrong. to you they look the same, one threat with different names, and as long as we're at war, i can count on your support..
... and for days afterward i held onto the feeling you'd given to me. ... and your face just remained like a flash in my eyes,. brighter than anything i'd seen..
Too unquestioning to see anything. find a way to run away from your own sight. always trusting in anyone who holds a. gun at anything that you hate, because you can't bear to relate..
Walk in the room... I'll try to agree, but expectations are suffocating.. what did you come to sell me? I have an aversion to hero stories.. . it's good to hear you're on top of it all... and everyone's crazy... but that's their own loss. I could yell, "solipsist!" and stop the show, but I gave up on you long ago..
Little princess, with no need for empathy when we will. Gather at your feet to give you anything you need, and feel privileged just to have you hang around so we can look you.