What was I to say I'm already alone,. and there's nothing here except a hole in the wall.. What was I to do and how should I know,. I was never good when times are changing..
You stay all in one piece when broken. Kind remarks and your words soft spoken. Driving far from the path of destruction. Coming ever so close to, throwing it all away again.
So you finally found a way to lessen all your pain. What you'd give to feel again for even just the day. And as you search to find the words for someone to relate.
Slow down, fade out.. It's almost a pattern for me.. Laid down mistakes out.. They're all just like motions to me.. . And yeah, I could be wrong.. . Wake up your faking..
(Tell me why you left, tell me where you went.. tell me why am I worth the lines.. tell me all you want, keep me holding on.. Tell me lies). . Tell me why....
So you finally found a way to lessen all your pain. What you'd give to feel again for even just the day. And as you search to find the words for someone to relate.
It's a rainy night. So take this down to get it right. The drops hit cold and hard. But around the noise we're good. . [Chorus:]. You're on your way, you're going strong.
I, wonder what the day will bring tomorrow. When I wake. Why, do I decide to dwell upon mistakes. I haven't made?. Maybe I'm afraid. So I try. I try to find the words to explain.
It's a rainy night. So take this down to get it right. The drops hit cold and hard. But around the noise we're good. . You're on your way, you're goin' strong.
K', Mister Lonely, you don't know me anymore. I bled for you, now bleed for me something more. I've got a fire inside, from all your bullshit and lies in all your efforts to break me.
And we wait above a road.. We're turning to go home.. And the silence from the side of the car,. Tells me everything and how we are.. 'Cause there's no more trying to make this so right..
Stuck inside. A world inside my head. A place where I think too much. A place that no one can touch. My Godforsaken fear. And though I don't pray enough I want to.
Clever is a general word. While always showin' that she's hurt. But never wrong, but never wrong. It takes a lot to make the end. It takes a lot of smart thinkin'.
Hopelessly, silently,. I want you to set me free,. Wash me, make me clean. . Take my hand,. you feel so cold. I can't hold you. Like the day, the way I hit bottom.
Hello? Hello!. . Got no reservations. Got no guarantees. Got no complications. Holding on to me. . But I must confess. Rage... opens my eyes (turns my face to stone).
The smell of this place without you. The thought of your voice not here. The look in my eyes as I'm telling myself. that it's all been worth it. . So come on don't let me down.
I can't stay forever. And you're too insulting to me, darling. I can't live forever. And be who they want me to be. . I, I cannot pretend. I will not surrender these dreams in my head.
As I ponder my thoughts and fears and life. I stand tempted to throw it all away. So I sit and I slowly lose my mind. Look for signs of you, just to feel it again.
(But for some reason, the closer I got with her, the harder my father would try to get me to stop seeing her. It was like he didn't want me to be happy for something. Not like he would ever do that, right? He would tell me I was wasting my time with her, I should concentrate on where I'm going to college. You know, I didn't want to go to college. So when graduation came around, I saw a completely different side of him. The side I always knew was there. He would say that I was going to throw away my life and I was going to make a terrible mistake. I guess something he was familiar with. He would tell me I was going to be a loser and people wouldn't respect me. That was also the day he told me about the mistake he made, me. I guess that was supposed to scare me straight. Oh well.).