I've been through enough to know I've seen enough,. I'm done acting brave, I'm done acting tough,. 'Cause getting tripped up every step provokes this change in mood,.
When I walked in no heads turned around,. It was clear to me that the word had gone around,. People stand talking to the ground,. And it's so damn loud and I can't hear a sound,.
If you could be anywhere at all--where would you be?. Would you be somewhere else, instead,. of being here with me?. 'Cause one thing is certain:. I'm good at hurting the ones that I care about..
There's venom on your tongue,. Silver linings, sugarcoating, ultimatums,. And I swear I won't regret you,. Fingers crossed, when you're at a loss,. You'll analyze your life story,.
I used to follow you and your friends to the ice rink, ah ha. The back of your skidoo made me all wet on snow. You'd pat me on the head as we stole your dad's chevette.
Any day now, it's gonna start my real life. And any day now, everything is gonna' be alright. Any day now, life's gonna get real good. And somehow, life will be like I said it would.
Standing at my door,. You float like smoke across my floor,. 'Cause you're in the air,. Your chemicals are everywhere,. You flow throw me,. Sound waves and energies,.
She put and eviction note. On the door frame of your heart. 'Cause what seems to melt together. Just seems to shatter apart. . So watch your feelings.
You drive like you're being followed. I live like there is no tomorrow. Yeah, somebody stop me. Listen to me. What gives us everything?. I am desperate.
You arrived at my doorstep, brought in with the tide,. You told them that you're coming, but I bet you lied,. Mr. Distance couldn't chain you down, but you know he'll try,.
All you ever do is complain. Some trivial event has you in agony again. Why stay so full of frustration. When all you need to do is change your situation.
Stepped over clothes, evidence of a late night fast food binge. I threw on the same blue jeans just to do it all again. For now these are the days. I push through the crowds to make my way.
They put there fingers to his lips I heard them say hold that thought,. He went to war with all the demons in his head they said it wasn't his fault,.
I know this is gunna sound kinda bad, but this is what I have to say and this is what I kinda what I believe. ALCOHOL IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL. Don't worry its just my opinion don't get so defensive don't look so pissed off, im not talking about you specifically. I don't even know you! Im talking about my life. On my twelfth birthday at Mary's house in Lexington I had my first beer, I spit most of it out, her older sister friend who was feeding it to me in his truck, in the drive way, he was 16 uh we were listening to foreigner and he was putting his fingers down my pants. I was trying to be a grown up gurl, drinking a beer. Well I drank beer for 14 yrs, ya know every bad thing that has happened to me would not have occurred, if alcohol wasn't involved. The last boyfriends out of my total 10 would never have even started if I hadn't been drunk as hell when I met em. God looking back I shake my head. Its surprising isn't it I could never hold my liquor. Never once in my drinking history did I not get fully pissed, every time. I have never ever had one drink and I have never ever been sober after two. Cheap date the funniest date, the loudest joke, the potty mouth. Well I remember this one time standing behind the bar where the bar tender was working and because I knew two photographers from national geographic were sittn at the bar I was showing them my trickswatch the Canadian gurl pick the pimento out of the olive with her tongue, yeah always a barrel of laughs. How could I be taken seriously I was drunk., I don't know, I feel kind of weird I feel kind of stupid its weird, in not necessarily bitter, but I cant never drink again, I feel better I feel in control, I don't know how I drank, I really don't know how I drank all that time. I don't think drinking is for everybody, but I don't think not drinking's for everybody, but I got to say, sobriety make heign sight beyond 20/20. And I still think and will always maintain, ALCOHOL IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL..
These blood shot eyes, they don't compromise,. And this dry cottonmouth, spits out words she can't figure out,. And I'm drowning on my bed, and the phone falls out of reach,.
Slow it down, Slow it down again,. I think I'm lost here, I think I'm lost my friend,. I made a left when I should have gone right,. I'm feeling lucky just watching you tonight,.