I know how to speak. And I know where I'm going. I wanted to seek. But I got distracted. . It's a mirage. One that leaves me embarrassed. 'Cause no one knows me like you.
'Cause everybody's on drugs. . Kill yourself is what they said to me. . I'm already dead, just differently. They say God is real, I disagree. 'Cause if that were true, then we'd all be free, all be free, yeah, yeah.
This is what we've become. . C-c-c-calling all cars, it's an emergency, listen. Ladies and gentlemen, we are at the end of existence. The television is fiction, it's telling lies to our vision.
I've got the motherfucking world in my palm now. Don't tell me to calm down. Striking a match, igniting the track. While I'm typing in caps, it's on now.
I was born one morning in December. On the coldest day. Abandoned by my mother. By my father I was raised. My father raised my brother and I. With a stubborn heart.
I'm back. . Laughter. . So lets rewind. Back to the time. 2005 i almost died. I overdosed. Well, I did not know. . That I provoked. This evil ghost. DISASTER!.
My heart is on fire again. From the depths of Hell, and it swallows me in. Well, the demons are all in my head. And they're pulling me, pulling me in.
I'd die before I'd let you beat me. . Lost in a moment of time. Self destruct switch on. I try. But it happens the same. Everyday. . Here I go standing on the edge.
I heard a knock upon my door the other day. I opened it to find it staring in my face. the feel of mortal stalking still reverberates. everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case.
I've watched my life flash right before my eyes just one too many times. And I've graced the devils lips, her of kiss of death, but somehow I'm alright.
Sexy girl I just fell in love. You should try it, it's a hell of a drug. Like omg you make me complete. . I'm lookin for reasons I'm beggin and pleading I'm dreaming of calling you you mine.
What if the devil was a lie?. What if God did not exist?. So, with all due respect. Tell me, what is death. If life is just a bitch?. . I see the evil in their eyes.
Just let me go, I'm on my own, a rolling stone and I'm in the zone. Don't let me fall, just let me know when we'll make it through. . I got that shit that you can't bump in your car.
There is a price that we all must pay. I'm not sorry for the mistake I have made. So can you tell me what will you do,. When everything you know turns right around on you.
"Beep". . Pick up the phone. . Answer your texts. Well i apologize about last night. I really did not mean to disrespect. You. You better be alone. . No i'm not obsessed.
I was lost, now I'm found. Was sustained by the sound. By the angels singing me to sleep. Now my feet are leaving the ground.. Am I dead or am I dreaming instead?.
Walk away from all the pain. Found the peace with it again. And after all I've seen. And everything in between. My heart's the one to blame. My heart's to blame.
I thought I had myself all figured out. But I spent my whole life holding myself down. And it seems to be that sort of thing I keep doing constantly. Addicted to the pain I cause myself.
Well I'm not a vampire. But I feel like one. Sometimes I sleep all day. Because I hate the sunlight. . My hands are always shaking. Body's always aching.
I am aware. That I am an asshole. I really don't care. About all of that though. I've got nothing to prove. Because honestly I'm just like you. Just like you.