Staring at the wall. I never thought this would be so hard.. How could have I been so close and never known you?. I never knew, I never knew you at all!.
It's a mystery, too good to be true.. I find my purpose when I look at you.. I bleed transparent.. It's not the way I choose, but it's only when I'm vulnerable my true colors shine through..
I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares. As they come to life. I feel my heart beat right out of my chest. And I think I might be losing the fight.
It always end the same, I gave you all my heart to watch you throw it away.. It takes a toll on my soul, because I'm starting to believe the lies you.
We put our lives in the hands of the ones that claimed they truly cared.. Come to find it's all just a lie and when we needed them no one was there.. .
So caught up in our own day-to-day, we see lives in need & look the other way.. I'm not a pessimist, but I think it's safe to say this would be different if it was your family. We can't fathom not having a place to rest our heads..
Somewhere along the line you must have missed the point, this is not about you.. You twist the words of The Gospel to glorify yourself, but this is not about you!.
I take a deep breath into my lungs, let it out & move on.. I take a step back & look at all that I've done.. Why does it feel like I'm right back where I started from?.
Here I stand. Nothing more than a broken man staring death in the face. All my mistakes have got a hold on me again. Here we go. Another day, another fork in the road.
With every letter I read. I see their desperate cries to find the missing piece.. They just want to believe. someone can take away the burdens they carry..
I pack my bags and say goodbye to my wife for what seems like the millionth time. They said it gets easier, but they lied. She looks at me and says,. "Really, baby, I will be just fine".
Chances to move mountains are few & far between,. But only unseen by those who choose them to be.. Live every day like it's your last chance to be heard & seen,.
Wake me up, wake me up!. I can't remember when enough was enough.. I used to be so in love. With this life I live before it was corrupt.. . Take me back to the me that wanted this more than anything,.
She's on the prowl,. She wants it all and she'll stop for nothing.. Everyone knows,. She well aware of the fact. That her self respect was long lost. On her search for something..
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live. Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give. Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss. Had your eyes wide open, why were they open.
I'm never slowing down. 'Til I'm right where I should be. This is not the life I chose. It was chosen for me. It seems like everytime I turn my head. Someones got something to say.
I am the air on your lungs. and the blood in your veins.. I am all the voices you hear,. and i will never go away.. . The deafening sound you hear. is coming straight from your mouth..
You sit at home. Feeling so strong from behind that screen. But honestly do you think those words you're typing. Are gonna change anything?. Could it be this is just an escape from all your insecurities?.
It's three o'clock in the morning,. you lie awake with a heavy heart.. You're thinking, "What is the meaning?. Was I a waste?. A mistake from the start?".
Living in-between. What's real today. And what is possible. For tomorrow. Now I know. This is our call. We have been shown. The path we will follow. .