I was back in high school when. We were talking late from 10. Staying up till 3 AM. Just friends. . You didn't have your license yet. We would lie under sunsets.
It takes me writing a song. To know that I took it all in. Could be the best day of my life. Wouldn't be done til I sing. Oh and it's not that I like to boast.
I feel heavy, I feel weighted. And I feel hungry, I feel wasted (oh). I can't put my finger on my feelings. Put my ear to the ceiling, where is that coming from?.
Patiently I was waiting. Just waiting for this day to come. To say how much I hated. Those days hating everyone. . But I made it out alive. I'm here to say.
And as I'm looking back. On the past two years. It seems like I have conquered every fear. I ever had. or thought would hold me back. but now we're standing on the edge and I just have to ask.
You said you'd stay. I said I'd wait. Oh, those words we spoke in vain. I still recall the bitter taste. . I guess something's never changed. And then I think of yesterday.
So I've been thinking lately. That I should try to grow up. Maybe start to show up on time. . But let's be real here baby. It's not the way that we work.
I can't see through the stars in my eyes.. And I don't recall breathing steady, ever since you've been in my life.. So, let me catch my breath, before you steal it once again..
I exist with fierce intention. My choice set me free. From every rise, every fall and lesson. A voice of honesty. I believe in the power of,. I believe in the power of one.
Inhale, hold, release. Forever bound in your net of safety. And it's the most dangerous place I can be. Like torture to me. I long to taste life without boundaries.
Yeah we've all made mistakes. We're no different or .. Without all risk to take,. We can trust that we've all felt the same. . Pre-. But I . so don't.
Lonely girl you lost the only thing you loved. Nothing that you have is ever good enough. And I won't be the one to keep you safe. And I won't be the one who stays the same.
You listening. Are you listening?. Your eyes are closed. You're sleeping, are you dreaming?. Is this truth we know. Even the truth that all,. We're only breathing.
Does anyone know at all where they're trying to go?. And what if I don't care at all? Cause I don't mind letting it go, no no. Cause everything we know is just something we're taught.
I defy. I defy. Kept me in the dark, always in the dark. I was waiting. You liked me pacified, kept me undertimed. I'm waking up now. I gave my life. I made the time.
I need human interaction. I am under stimulated. All my dreams are pullin' me deep. Into places I know. All the while I'm fighting sleep. Darkness settling around me.
For all of the world. I'd tell you tonight dear. That I pray for God for you to be here. I look for a sign, something to remind me you'll find me. So when I'm alone I know you're beside me.
Woah oh oh. Woah oh oh. Woah oh oh. Woah woah. . Waking up to a nightmare. How the hell did I get here. Giving in to my worst fear. Tell me when it ends.
All along. Caught in the battle of right and wrong. Cause all I ever knew. Was to compromise, be polite. But will I be biting my tongue for life?. No.
I think about you every single day. And every time I see your face, I wake and it brings me to tears. We hadn't spoken in years. We were close when we were young and naive.