I dont care who you've been sleeping with these days, you're out of my hair. It's growing just above my smiling face that I wear. Every night I drink myself to sleep.
When was it that you lost your youth or traded. It for something more for them to use, so jaded. Why is it that you never said I love you more than just a friend?.
And it came. Just like the rising sun. The shame. Of everything I've done. And the pain. Blew in just like a storm and now it rains. And will forever more.
I guess I'll always stop and see you. And we'll run into each other's lives. Yeah, I guess, although it tears me up inside. Every time it burns my eyes with tears.
This house is full of ears. But I can't talk to anyone. They've heard this one a thousand times. Most exciting thing I do. Hang half way out a third floor window.
It's been a long day living with this. It's been a long time since I felt so sick. I took a long walk straight back home. I could've walked back to San Francisco.
The sunrise fills your eyes, cannot hear your cries. Pleading please just go away. I can't take another day of this. No surprise, a surplus of lies, freed from the skies.
I hear the roar of a big machine. Two worlds and in between. Hot metal and methedrine. I hear empire down. I hear empire down. . I hear the roar of a big machine.
First COLD day and just look at me. I'm a total wreck. Bundled up and overheated. You turned me into this mess. . I haven't gone blind yet but I CAN'T SEE.
Take a look, you see I painted you a picture. It's black and white, except the blood's a little richer. Down in the corner where I gave it my signature.
Found out the hard way. That you were lost and rendered. All alone in the dark forest of your thoughts. Forever following a trail of fear that seems to lead.
It's not big surprise we turned out this way. It's in our eyes like shallow graves. But we are one with the lover and grace. We don't discriminate at all for what it's worth.
Choking slowly, brokenhearted. Don't look now, here's what you started. I swore I'd be there 'til the end, we're bitter now but better friends. I climbed out limbless to the ledge to bask in my last true regret.
I'm takin' a ride down the old place. I'll be droppin' by tonight. You'll hear me comin from miles away. Screamin banshees haunting my motorbike. . I'm takin' a ride down the old place.
14 hours ahead. A head that's heavier than lead. I've got toothpicks in my eyes. A smile more yellow than the sky. . I've got a song stuck in my head.
We'll never know which way this road is gonna turn. and can't be sure how quick your wick is gonna burn. so sing to me your darkest secrets. time to leave behind your regrets.
It's been a long time since I've been close to you. It's been a long time since I've been sad. It's been a while since I've really spent time with you.
My point of reference makes me afraid to begin convincing. But you might as well just change your name. ? Cause I only recognize this shadow. Kinda blackened superhero with nobody? s best interests in mind.
If you had a bad time at one of my parties,. Well I wouldn't expect to be seeing you soon, and that's fine.. You have to know what and why those things make you happy,.
In this shadow, I shrink and it knows. I can't move. It is making me cold.. And it grows in my stomach like mold.. It keeps me just sick enough to stay home..