...and did i mention that there are still those days. where i can hardly lift my head up from the pillow. or looking out the window of the plane. rooting for disaster.
she rolls her eyes. and lights another. "one day I'll quit these things,. they're killing me.". she blows her brains. right out her fucking mouth. I just don't know how you do it.
("i've gone out the window"). i raise this broken halo to the sky. this is the storm that strands me here. stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me.
Calling you out for the last time. Come show your face for the first time I've got a head full of questions. And a busted heart filled with lies. Won't spend one second on my knees.
Fuck yeah I am still holding on. Making mountains out of molehills. Trading moments in for memories. These days still mean everything to me. Days that could've so easily been ignored by you.
out on the road little boys let their beards grow. oh so busy talking about the things that we don't know. all done worrying about the things we used to be.
You go without me I'll hold right here. That gleam in your eyes it still fills me with fear. the more you see that I'm not like the others. the harder you try to take my hands in yours.
your garbage it is growing. and your weapons and rebellions. were charged on daddy's card. to all your baffled looks. we didn't choose to do this the hard way.
all swelled with pride, your chest blown out. face the flag as you declare. "we are the greatest country in the world. richest, smartest, most advanced....
Thusly and so beneath, a blood moon shine. Upon the world so crystalline. Until a loud cry crossed the night. Over the iced white shred of light. . A universal beginning,.
Will not back down now. I've got no place else to run and hide to. Have come too far to buckle now. Can't lay this one down to the likes of you. . And I don't say that with some bullshit sense of pride.
Would you believe that the last time these skinned knees healed. It no longer amazed me like it used to and I hate to say it but.... Things they suddenly made a simple kind of sense.
Caused is the sin,. And all evil shall win,. Bleeding from within,. Deeply sinking in. . The bottomless depths of pain. Where the hate becomes insane.
There are no words. Nothing can ever be said. To make sense of the exit that you made. Or this sadness forced on our lap. Left us struck with these haunting questions.
hey listen... yeah i just got one thing to say.. i wanna talk about something that means a fucking lot to me.. it's a matter of pride the way that i feel when there's betrayal..
Through the lands called life we can barely see your prophecies realized. Too many aspects are against your pathetic lies. Our bodies filled with emptiness praise the facts of your mortal desires.
[Nick/All:]. So I lay awake another hour. Just like the one before. The shadows play a game with my head. I can't take this anymore. . [Brian:]. I hear the sound.
Welcome to the day that you opened your eyes. So wide that it nearly took your life away. And you are finally seeing all the things. That you have been missing.
So for the first four months it was bad. And certainly best for you that I didn't. Carry a gun or know where you lay your head at night. And it was not her as everyone had thought.
How did I not know that your words meant less than dust. And were born of an idea that you had heard but having. Nothing in common with truth or with trust.