i close my eyes and watch the darkness. drawn to my world of make belive. this world is filled with so much sorrow. and ive seen all this world i care to see....
Why can't I take it all OK?. I like to dig and fuck around with your day. I'm gonna tell your mamma. Yeh I'm gonna blackball your name. Ain't no way you'll go without me.
Why can't I take it all OK?. I like to dig and fuck around with your day. I'm gonna tell your mamma. Yeh I'm gonna blackball your name. Ain't no way you'll go without me.
Well, I don't wanna be a soldier mama, I don't wanna die. Well, I don't wanna be a sailor mama, I don't wanna fly. Well, I don't wanna be a failure mama, I don't wanna cry.
Turn around you say. 'Scuse the 'tude but I haven't eaten today. And my eyes are turning grey. What's your name?. . I can't remember... I can't remember.
Hung on a hook I'm a mirror. Cracked down the center I split you. Counting the clouds in a storm behind your eyes. Show you the face of a man who. Not that he wants but he has to.
I can't have you blues. I got the I can't have you, I can't have you blues. I can't have you, I can't have you blues. I can't have you, I can't have you....
Ain't found a way to kill me yet. Eyes burn with stinging sweat. Seems every path leads me to nowhere. Wife and kids, household pet. Army green was no safe bet.
Turning in circles, slowing down. Pulling against a closing out. Easy to feed off a weaker thing. Harder to say what I really mean. . Hollow as a mountain all tunneled and drilled below.
I want to make myself complete. I want to hold it in my arms. I want this blow to scar your eyes. I want this pain to go away. I want to shake this thinking here.
No more time. Just one more time. . So crazy, beat the strain. Too lazy, shake the gray. So, and she willed the rain. So let me be defamed. Your redundancy stains.
Be what you wanna be. See what you came to see. Been what you wanna be. I don't like what I see. . Like the coldest winter chill. Heaven beside you, hell within.
What's gone wrong, I can't see straight. Been too long, so full of hate. . What the fuck will it take. Drown myself in my wake. Another shaggy D.A.. Now a dog, shake my leg.
In the darkest hole, you'd be well advised. Not to plan my funeral before the body dies, yeah. Come the morning light, it's a see through show. What you may have heard and what you think you know, yeah.
Yeah, it goes away. All of this and more of nothing in my life. No colored clay. Individuality not safe. . As of now I bet you got me wrong. So unsure you run from something strong.
(Sure, God's all powerful,. But does He have lips? Whoa...). . Dear God, how have you been, then?. I'm not fine, fuck pretending. All of this death you're sending.
Care not for the men who wonder. Straw that broke your back, you're under. Cast all them aside who care. Empty eyes and dead end stare. . Don't you know that none are blind.
Sat suffering, I knew him when. Fair-weather friends of mine. Try not to think, I merely blink. Hope to wish away the lies.... . Can you protect. Me when I'm wrecked.
What does friend mean to you?. A word so wrongfully abused. Are you like me, confused. All included but you. Alone.... . The sounds of silence often soothe.
I can't believe that once again. I can't believe I understand. I can't believe that once again. I can't believe I almost stand. . I felt the fool. Shamed by the truth.