I'm drunk in the morning stumbling feet. Ain't got motivation but I don't want to sleep. So no woah woah I need another drink. . This chip on my shoulder is covered up with ink.
It's been five years since I've seen her face. She's the holy ghost lost without a trace. And now were left with the what ifs. It's been five years since she left for LA.
Why'd you go and break what's already broken?. I try to take a breath but I'm already choking. How long till this goes away?. . I try to remember to forget you.
When the smoke clears. And the flashing lights and neon signs all disappear. It's like closing time and the sound of silence is all you hear. Cause everyone's gone.
I'm better than you. . I've never been so happy to see a girl leave. Take your filthy little hands off my dirty ripped jeans. You told me you hated my G'N'R shirt.
I'm feelin sick inside. cause I can't believe it's happening. I thought that he'd be gone by now. We were on a break and you said you needed space to breathe.
Never saw the chemistry that was there with you and me. It's been a long time coming. Well come on. . It's freaking me out that I didn't see. You're so damn hot girl it's just crazy.
Passed out layin' in a strip club parking lot. Missing my shoes and my shirt. Woke up face down, empty bottles all around. and why the hell does my head hurt.
Honey why you calling me so late?. It's kinda hard to talk right now.. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?. I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud.
You past the point, Your bad for me. I must be drowning, Cause I can't breathe. In this hotel room, Waiting for you,. It's getting kind of crazy what I'm willing to do..
Just hear me out. If it's not perfect, I'll perfect it till my heart explodes. I highly doubt. I can make it through another of your episodes. Lashing out.
"Step right up!". . Momma's gotta tattoo, Drinkin' up the valume,. Passed out in the bathroom, Feelin' no pain,. Daddy's at the strip club, Lovin that lap love,.
I'm still getting used to have no one to talk to. In the middle of the night sometimes I still swear I feel you. Sometime is like you just left the room.
Sittin' here with an empty bottle. Down to my last cigarette. No missed calls and alcohol. I guess that's all that I got left. No one saw what you did to me this time.
You say i am always saying sorry for the same old things.. I'm sorry for the drugs, and how much i drink.. You said i say it so much it doesn't mean anything..
You can see on the outside. But you cant see in. I wished i cud show you. But i dont know. Where to begin. Begin to show you. And how do i explain without sounding to insane.
In the winding down hours. I let your heart down again. (What did I do to make a scene so gory?). (I'm no better than the ones before me). Old habits die hard.
So much for the pretty life,. I guess we're living on the darker side.. I thought you'd do me until we die. But I guess I was mistaken.. . You had me thinking you were Heaven sent.
(I don't wanna know). (I don't wanna know). (I don't wanna know). . I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink. I really couldn't care less what you think.
Get your motor runnin',. Head out on the highway.. We're lookin' for adventure,. And whatever comes our way.. . Hey!. . Yeah, try and gonna make it happen,.