Full of anger still out of control. Walking on these eggshells the peace my inner soul. Lying on the doorstep where I used to rest my head. Found another fortune back where I began.
I'm looking for a friend today. Another victim just like me. A lunatic a loser a freak. Another casualty from a fucked up society. I gave my all to the system.
Lost again I try to find myself. Direction found unknown. Where else can I go. Sit me down and say to me. Tell it like it is. Desperation eats at me. I feel I need a change.
What the fuck is really going on with me?. I'm not a creature in a circus freak show. Really like to be. . Don't feel sorry but there's always pity here.
Stare at you and i can't believe a song inside your head. words to remember. where to begin, when will you find them?. covered up those memories that run inside you head, the sound isn't better.
a different pain when the axe falls on you. watching hurt from far away.. can only make us blue.. my life is only mine. and no one really cares if every day,.
History repeats itself. Coiling down into the future. When it's one second to twelve. The hands touch and furrow deeper. . History repeats itself. I didn't learn, I wouldn't listen.
long nights... wide awake in the empty darkness.. dreading... the alarm that waits at the dawn of day.. i'm anxious... for all the things that i want from life..
Hooray for me!. Call me stupid, call me crazy, call me what you will. I don't write this music with intent to pay my bills. Cookie cut-out cardboard bands and we all sound the same.
I don't plan anything. I'm trying to come home. Thoughts of you are always on my. mind. A runaway from problems, my excuse. when I am there. You roll over - once again I'm gone.
four walls i know too well, silence is disturbing,. it reminds me i'm alone. procrastination,. gotta get my shit together,. gotta go out and get a life of my own..
It's dark I see through the smoke we breathe. It's loud I can't hear the songs we play. Play fast everything keeps going slow. Taken down to size I'm feeling.
lets get it straight. don't wanna repeat. yeah i'm in this for me. if any fun. thats what i've done. thats how its gonna be. gotta kill the rock stars fast today. gotta save the world from any pain all that is said and done. i just wanna have fun i'm not gonna wash my ass today. even though it really stinks. i'm going to make the band smell bad. i don't care what anybody thinks. don't wanna save the whales when the system fails don't wanna feed the bums. i'm in this for me. i just wanna have fun.
i wake, it's empty, my nights are alone,. the cold sweats will stay here for hours and hours.. my mind it grows weak,. no rest that i'm getting. i can't sleep,.
Like a fuse I'm ready for fire. Spark me up and I mean. Simple seems to just a few. I trust what I am saying. Every day I can't believe what's going on around me.
i am tired and confused, i don't know what to do.. i can't stomach this pain any longer, life is at a crossroad.. which way do i go? i can't make a decision for the life of me..
Crying in the morning... trying to be strong. Waiting for the spring to turn into the fall. Love don't mean what it says at all. My destiny says that I'm destined to fall.
My cases sit right in front of me. Waiting for someone to take me away. Alone I sit my pills are kickin in. See I'm a dog. And I'm locked in my cage. Eyes are red, tounge is hanging out.
I could never do enough for you. You took all i could give. To leave me outside in the cold. Am I supposed to forgive?. Go your way and I'll go mine. There's nothing left to say.
Feeling like my life keeps hanging from a sting. but there's no where I can turn to look for help. and everything I wanted to come clear. and every thing I used to fear.