You said that I was the one who was gonna make you proud, with the attitude that I was letting you down. All I wanted was a little support. Instead of rubbing my face in the dirt. Can't you see this is killing me. So long, I'm sorry, I never wanted to be so far away from you. But now I've grown up and I've moved on. Don't be waiting by the phone, because I probably won't be calling home today. On and on with the same dumb questions everyday. Don't you care about whats important to me in my life, important to me everyday. Now I'm standing at the door just like one thousand times before. I don't know if I want to go in. I've made some mistakes in my life but this time I've gotta get it right. I don't know if I want to go home..
How could you do this to me? Whoa. I gave you every little thing that I could. You had me singing forever. Just like I knew you would. . I refuse to get a grip.
If you think that I don't notice. That you're not looking me in the eye. Then you're blind. And I don't have time to sit here and wonder. Just what's under your skin tonight.
My old ways and this new fist. Some things broken. Weren't meant to be fixed. It's just a matter of opinion, frankly. If nothing's happening. Then nothing is threatening.
You told me to turn the other way. I did, I thought it was OK. Now I hear that you're never coming back. And I'm about to have a heart attack. . Medication won't work this time.
I'm going to get there. You're going to see me. You're going to say that so much has changed. In a year now,. I'll rise above and I'll see you at the...top.
I know that I said I'd never be like anyone else, I'd always be true but I can't take back what I did. And now I'm one of them who I don't like to be grouped with, I was better but now I'm worthless because of that night. I thought I was always the night guy, but now I see that I'm just as bad. Every now and then I try to pretend that I'm still the guy who knows what's right and not another friend, once again. I can try and try, but I can't take back what I did. And as I lie and lie, I still cannot fit in..
this bed has too much room. i might need another cover. these seems to be so much food. and i'm used to empty cupboards. . i remember when the days seemed so short.
Driving from your house, the music's off, there's not a sound Somehow I got lost and ended up in Fredricktown You seem to have a good time when you're playing with my head Like invite me to your house and when I get there go to bed Like you don't even want me around If I had the force I'd use it to give you a kiss But that's not what its for and I know Yoda would be pissed I got my hopes up so high only to be crushed again Cause you said you got upset because you saw your old boyfriend You'll never be mine no matter how my friends insist I wish I had what it take to make you Want this I would never let you slip away I met you in September and its been so very long I know that I am ugly but why do you lead me on You said I'll see you later but what I really fear Is later's not tommorow and I'll see you in a year And I don't think that my heart is that strong I never seem to have the nerve to say it to your face It's never the right time and almost never the right place I have no other way but to do it in this song Because I'm in love with you and have been for so long And I fall a little harder every time I see your face I wish I had what it takes to make you Want this I would never let you slip away.
Words can make you feel like feathers. But all my friends they know you better. I know, we all know, the same excuse. It does not make it true. . it's dark down there.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Better yet I just wish today would end. I'm all spent. And even though its only break, I'm on my way. I'm so fed up with insanity. But I know I'm not the only one. So I can't complain. Even though its only the first day of the week I feel like this. No one wants to see me anymore. No I don't want to wait for you to hold the door. I've had it up to here with people getting in my face. No ones gonna change you, no one's gonna walk away. Sometimes its hard to be this way. To push everything else aside. But I won't break, With all of this pressure on my back. But sometimes feelings are hard to hide..
you take your time getting ready. it's a one way road to home. i cant find any of my old friends. so tell me where did they all go. and we can live with my parents.
I am awake. Finally unafraid. My dues are paid. Gone are the days I displayed. . No rhyme because good times could go too quickly. No reason pleased only by love.
I've heard stories through silence and we laugh at the end. and declare that today was the best day we've lived. but the end of the night draws a calm to the dark.
If you could be anyone,. Who would you be now?. I'm asking you to please think of an answer. and you can't say yourself oh yeahh. . You won't find me, or recognize me.
I'm gonna see you, I'll break through to you some way. You'll be my alarm clock to wake me from this endless day; And when its all over, you'll be calling out for me. Finish what you started, and do it all over, and do it all over again. What am I supposed to do about it? Should I sit around and wait for you? What am I supposed to say to you? You already know I'm in love with you. You broke me down without saying a thing, all it took was for me to see you with himI'll pack my bags and move to Alaska where its as cold as you. And as I let this note ring out the only thing I think about is how I never took a chance on you. The way you used to look at me has changed so clearly I can see things will always be so awkward between you and me..
Caller 10 with the loudest cry for missing an act of fate. And you and I end up where we're not supposed to. We all have a match if we can make the connection.
You're just who took a trip to the other side. A little early, mind you, we'll all be there soon. I was wondering if there was any way. When I get there, could we play together?.
I try to find the words to say to you but I can't find them; so I'll just keep my mouth shut. I can't say what will make you go way because I don't want you to leave. But I can't see you and you won't hear me. I can't hold you anymore. To my surprise I open up my eyes and I hear your voice and I hear your lies, but I still want to be the one you dream about when you're lying in bed and you scream and shout that I should have been the one that was there and you should have been the one that cared, but I guess its too late and we're on bad terms but I've got to admit that it still hurts. So here I am again always stuck in this situation, I guess you could say that I messed up. If you go, I don't know if I can handle being alone..
With the jobs I've taken, the bones that I've broken. Seems nothing's the way that it used to be. Now it's over, I guess that I'm older. The proof is on paper in front of me.